Behind the eyes of a beautiful girl, lay ugly secrets, scars and much more.
as she closes her oak wood door, the demons come out and she screams "torture"
One cut here one cut there. All are sins, but who cares?
God does forgive the mistakes you make, but those mistakes are forever in our brains.
No one knows what she goes though, the smile on her face is always fake.
And when school comes, no one notices the pain.
Her friends say shes faking it and the other says shes attention seeker.
This makes her sad, sadder then before.
She asks her self "am i really worth living for"
Later on in the day, the school bell rings and she hurries home, runs up to her room, gets out her phone, types in "im done" and pulls a rope from her drawer.
This girl is lost, even more so then before. She takes out a paper, writes a note. And whispers "mom and dad, i love you so"
She kisses the paper and starts to cry. You have done this to her.
And you wonder why?
You pushed her so far, cutting was no more. She wanted to die and you kept encouraging her.