Uneasily Forgiven ~Magcon Bullies

twenty four.

I was awoken by the sound of the shower. Anastasia. I checked the time, 6:00. Shawn was still sleeping, his grip was loose enough for me to get out of. I didn't want to wake him up, since I already did earlier. I needed to go to the gym to get my mind off of that.

(A/N I have a Pinterest for this book called uneasilyforgiven (extra photos there) (; enjoy)

I put on a grey crop top, and black tracksuits. Nothing much. I walked down to the gym and again thankfully no one was there.

 My Gym Session:

Ran on the treadmill.

Weights.

Leg building.

Squats.

Butt work I guess :)

 I decided to blast 'Loyal' on the stereo probably waking up everyone in the hotel but this is Loyal were talking about. 

(Lol).

I kinda like to keep my dancing a secret. I get enough hate.. So yeah. 

I decided to make a choreography for me and Pia to do. You could say I was successful at accomplishing my mission. I rehearsed it once more. I turned around to grab a towel and some water and oh look who I found taking videos:

 Mahogany, Shawn, Stassie and Matt. 

What the hell is Matt doing here.

I jokingly glared at Mahogany, Shawn and Stas, but turned serious when I looked at Matt.

"Listen, that better not go anywhere. I'm being serious." I grabbed my stuff and wal-

Matt grabbed my arm. I flinched a little, scared of what he might do to me. He then began to speak.

"Kylie.. You don't know how sorry I am. When I found out you supposedly left, I felt nothing but guilt-" 

"how did yo-" I mumble.

"Please just listen.. The guys were too blind to see it though. See that you were the one we bullied, and I know you want to keep it that way. I don't want to be the father who will have to admit to bullying to there daughter when the subject comes up. I don't want to be the person who didn't even apologize. It was all about popularity, its all it is ever about. It was never more. I never had hatred for you, I-i just didn't want t-t- Aah fuck sake. I dont know! All I want is forgiveness. I know this is nothing you'll forget or nothing I'll be able to fix and redo.. but.." he had tears forming in his eyes as he looked towards the ground, probably thinking his long ass speech was 

"Matt shutup and just give me a hug." I knew he meant it. His head shot up and an expression of disbelief was planted on his face. Without any hesitation he picked me up and hugged me. It was all so sudden at first,  when I wrapped my arms around him, I could feel a smile growing on his face.

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I walked back to my room and Shawn wasn't there.

"Anaaaastaaaassiiiaaaaa!!!!" I shouted. Anastasias head popped up from under the bed.

"Eh okay? What u looking for there dear?" I said laughing. She rolled her eyes playfully and then pouted.

"My phone.." I rolled my eyes and dragged her from under the bed earning a few squeals.

She stood up confused. I dug into her right pocket and pulled out her phone.

"Thank me by getting me icecream.. Pweaase!" I gave her a puppy eyes look and she nodded. 

"Yeah okay I will but not now, after we finish Magcon. Rehearsals are in an hour so get dressed.

I quickly took a shower. 

No need to repeat the process. But I will. (Hah.)

I shaved and washed my hair.. Basically it.

I hopped out of the shower and put my makeup on.

Contour. Check

Blush. Check

Highlighter. Check

Eyebrows. Check

Natural Smokey Eye. Check

I nodded at myself in the mirror and headed to my newly organised closet. I chose a black tight top and black shorts along with black high ankle heels. I put my hair in a high ponytail and then headed out to the boys room with Stassie.

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I walked slowly through the hallway, remembering all the boys would be there. I think Stas noticed

"Hey.. Kylie we all know you can kick ass. You have Shawn Mahogany me and Matt." She said. I told her about Matt and at first she wasn't too happy but she got over it.

I nodded in response. We approached there door. I took a deep breath. 

Its going to be okay..Your going to be okay.

The door swung open interrupting my conversation with myself.

"Hey Shawn!" I said he just looked at me and nodded. Okay? I shrugged it off and walked inside.

Cameron and Nash were just eyeing me. Ugh I cant even-

"Hey Kylie.." Matt said gesturing me to hug him, I did.

"Its going to be okay, but you do have to tell them at some point." He whispered into my ear. All of a sudden the door slammed shut. I looked around and there was no Shawn. 

Of course Cameron and Nash were still staring rudely at me. I rolled my eyes.

"I thought sluts were unbearable? You don't like me, thats ok, I dont like you. I get the memo, but I don't think you do." I said referring to the huge hint I sent them yesterday. I walked out to go see where Shawn is.

I stood infront of the door to his room, which was slightly open. I shrugged and walked in. He was just on his phone. I cleared my throat.

He looked up and rolled his eyes. Okay what the fuck?

"What the fuck is wrong with you? You practically left me on my own!" I say.

"Oh bullshit! You just make people feel sorry for you." What the hell is that supposed to mean?

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean." He rolled his eyes.

"You put on an act, to portray some innocent girl." He practically yells. Woah.

"What so this is out of pity?!" I yell back. Wow who knew Shawn could be like this.

"Now it is. The guys are right. Your a slut. You jump from guy to guy." I frown. 

"Slut. Thats a strong word, AND WHO EVEN THE FUCK IS THIS ABOUT?! HUH?!" I shout. He aggressively stands up so hes 5 inches away from my face. I could feel his hard breaths.

"Oh cut the crap. Your practically all over Matt!" He yells. Matt?

"How?!" I yell back. He lets out a faint laugh.

"You just threw yourself to him. That hug at the gym lasted a long time! Whatever i'm over you. Never wanted a slut anyway!" He yells. Tears filled inside my eye. I looked down and back up. one by one they came streaming down.

"Fuck you Shawn!" I whisper and push him out of my way. Well that didn't go well huh?

Daang. I'll let yall take that in..

BYE