I met a woman 1 day who told me about, a God who decided to listen to a man, when he prayed! Told me be grateful, for what I have, thankful, for what I don't. Ask me if I had the time for time, & if I didn't mind, to tell this story. Hesitantly I said yes, without hesitation, she begin speaking. Finally thank you! & To God be the glory!
As she began, "You never know the power of words, until you know the power of words, premeditated thoughts, thought, you think wouldn't hurt to know. Ask God to give me the power to read minds, to discern friends from foe & I wished I never did this, because the thoughts your family & closest friends keep hid, from you, you pray your enemies never know, now wished they never knew, how to reminisce! Now you can't lie to yourself enough to honestly believe it's not true!
Flesh & my flesh, blood & my blood!
From bestfriend to just a friend, from the "love" of a man to one night stands! From associate, to association, associating now & then, by association, realizing, beginnings doesn't always end, but every ending doesn't have to begin, when you find out the one you thought had no flaws, too strong unbreakable, unable to fall, but falling as we speak, In the name of I love you, most vulnerable when these sequence of words spoken, are broken, lungs choking, hoping, the next doesn't do like your last, so future, doesn't stumble or slow down for your past to past, you laugh, as you gag on your reflexes, reflecting on yesterday today. But if you dotted all your I's & crossed all your T's, you realize there's no space for hesitation of thought, hesitating to think about your x's, in your Nexus, it's like driving a Buggy, imagining it's a Ferrari or a Lexus. No punch lines, no punch back, push foward, as we fastfoward to the middle, praying we don't have a set back, jump or Fallback.
So as I spring foward & I ask God, to let me feel & read every heart, & I wonder, how could anyone feel, for them who couldn't feel love for them since the start, how far must one dig to reach their hell, to pull them back to the surface, to give them a fighting chance to see the heavens above. to give them a better story to tell, in the name of love!
Never realized Santa Clause was so real, until, I had no reindeer, to fly him from the north pole, no elves to help yourself, with all the gifts given, now forbidden, because you stop believing, in God saving grace, every Christmas ended up at the same place, on bending knees, hands folded, praying God please, with so many gifts under a dying tree, begging God to save face, since he couldn't save your heart. As every year He sees you waste, swallowing the bitter sweet savoring of "I Love You" taste.
But wait, there's more to the story, because if it ends here, you never hear how to God be the glory. Just because swimming wasn't any of your best attributes, doesn't mean be afraid of the deep water, because even when you drowning, you're still living & fighting, so don't give up & die on me now, for your son & 3 daughters!
With God walk on it or over it, when the storms do arrive, & count every blessing to remind every second, you're still alive, so rise, now, knowing communication, faith, trust, sincere, strength, longevity, are the six horsemen, he sent to accompany me, in life, so no matter how many times, people came in my name, are forerunners before me, because separated we are the seven deadly horsemen, but together, yes together, we make up...... Just 1 woman, with just.....1 Love!
