Rowan's POV:
*In Uriah's house*
We walked in and headed up to his room. He sat on his bed while examined his room.
It was full of posters, Comics, and video games.
"Hey I'm sorry about Peyton I was just....mad...or jealous. I don't know what got into me."
"It's ok Uriah. We can't be mad forever," I said turning around to see him already looking at me. He looked down.
I walked over to his bed and sat down with him. He looked shocked. I just laughed.
"What are you laughing at?" he laughed a little over my weirdness.
"You..." Uriah looked up again and we bursted out laughing. It was awkward when we stopped. I was laughing so hard that when I stopped I was on Uriah.
I looked up into his eyes. It was so free and soulful.
Before I knew it his lips lightly pressed againest mine. They were so soft. Apparentlly he knew what he was doing.
This was only my second kiss ever. With two different people. Is that bad? Eh I'm not dating anyone.
IF YAH WANT MAH MAKE A MOVE BOYZ!
lol mkayyy then...
I guess I'm giggly from the kiss.
"Your smiling," Uriah slightly chuckled.
"And you looking at me smiling also."
Adding the 'looking at me' because this boy was staring.
Curantally blushing.
"I should...I should go..." I blurted. To be true, I was scared. Peyton yelling at me echoed in my head.
How would Peyton feel? Just because we confessed we like eachother doesn't mean we're dating.
Do I like Uriah or Peyton? I need to decide. It's not right to like both so much.
WAIT.... did I just say I like Uriah? I like Uriah..?
Uriah looked sad but he also read my thoughts.
"I get it."
"Uriah I do like you... I REALLY do.. It's just..." I started. He was questioning why I was taking so long to finish, "I need to decide who I really truly like. Get my mind straight."
"Row I really like you. I'd follow you to the ends of the earth to be with you. I just wished you'd truly feel the same."
I can see what he is trying to do.
"Really Uriah? I'm just trying to be sure of my answer."
"I'm sorry Row...You know...Feelings can b-be like tha........" he gave a scared look behind us.
I turned around. It was Peyton. He hasn't saw me yet.
I gave Uriah a I'll go hide look. But it didn't work well.
Failing by tripping on Uriahs shoes left a big thump.
Peyton slowly looked around and noticed me,"Row?"
"Peyton," I crossed my arms. He yelled at me. Like I'll forgive that.
"What are you doing here?"
Uriah could tell by the look on my face. He answered for me saying,"Why did you yell at Row?"
"Wha-When did I yell at you?"
"EARLIER TODAY PEYON!! YOU DONT REMEMBER!?" I yelled crying. Uriah hugged me and let me cry on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry Row. It's just you don't belong with Uriah."
I looked up and got an idea I blurted,"Well maybe I'll see for myself."
Uriah looked down at me. We kissed. And I looked back at Peyton.
Peyton was torn. He looked crushed.
But I didn't mean it like that. I just ran out.
What I wanted was to tell him that he can't decide who I will and won't date. It came out wrong.
*The Park*
I ran to the park. It's where I can get my mind off many things.
Why did Peyton yell at me? Do I still like him?
So many other questions popped in my head.
"Row. Why did you say that?"
"Say what?" I said looking up. It was Peyton. Why does he want to talk to me right now.
"Do you like Uriah?"
"No! I don't know... I was TRYING to figure that out. And I didn't mean it like that. You just made me mad."
"Rowan I really like you."
I turned towards him and smiled. Tears rolled in my eyes and I let out a giggle before crying on him.
"I really like you too."
Peyton's POV:
I was going to go over to Uriahs to forgive him. But when I walked in Rowan was there.
She said, "Well maybe I'll see for myself."
Her saying that made me sad. She should have just not said anything. But I'll forgive.
Rowan just ran out.
"Why did you say she doesn't belong with me?" Uriah asked madly.
"Back of dude. Don't start nothing."
I walked out and looked for Row. She has to be here somewhere. Just where.....?
Oh I see her. She was sitting on a swing thinking.
"Row. Why did you say that?"
"Say what?"
"Do you like Uriah?" I changed the topic.
She told me this confusing answer, a yes and no.
"Rowan I really like you."
She looked at me and smiled. About in tears. They fell out and she laughed before hugging me.
"I really like you too."
"I wish we could be like this forever," I mumbled with my hands on her back trying to comfort her.
I need to ask her out and soon. Before Uriah can.
What about now? Don't see why not.
"Hey row..." I started. This isnt going to be easy.
