Afraid Of Love

Party Time

I had such a great day at school. All I kept thinking about was what I was going to wear. I was on the bus and was about to be home, so I had texted Crystal and told her that I need her to come to the party with me and to be at my house by 6:30. She replied with a "Okay". I was so anxious and thinking about how turnt I was about to be until my thoughts were interrupted by my bus driver yelling "Get your head out of the clouds and get off the bus." As I was getting off I was mean mugging him so hard. So when I walked in the door my mom was about to leave for work. We said our goodbyes and she was gone. I had ran up to my room and cut on pandora and changed out of my clothes and took a 15 minute shower. By the time I was done it was 5:30 so I had enough time to do everything. I had went in my closet and found my pink blazer and put on some shorts and put on my sandals. I had brushed my teeth and I was staring at myself in the mirror and just thinking about how much I have grew up. As I snapped out of my day dream I looked at my hair and didn't know what to do and it is now 5:50. I decided to curl my hair and let it hang. I had went and ate and that took up 20 minutes. I was so ready I was feelings myself and dancing in the mirror. I had got interrupted when I heard my phone buzz it was a message from Cory and it said "We still on for tonight and I have something important to tell you." I was so confused and wondering what in the hell do he have to tell me , is it bad or good? Thoughts were racing in my head. But I had simply replied with a "Okay." Then I heard a banging on my door. I swung open the door saying "Why the fuck you banging on my door" and there was Crystal lookin shocked and then started laughing. I laughed and said " Girl I was about to get a knife and stab ya ass" she had then walked in and said girl you are slayinggg I did a hair flip and said "You knew" Crystal was looking so pretty. She was wearing a red crop top that said "Just Slay" and she was wearing some shorts with some black sandals. I heard my phone ringing it started to play Don't by Bryson Tiller. I answered it and said "Hello" and it was Cory and he said "Aye ma im outside" I said "okay here we come" When we had got into the car the smell of weed was all in the air. I was like Nigga roll down a window he laughed and said don't kill my high. Crystal had hooked up the aux cord and started playing Real Sisters by Future. We were all rapping saying

Saying you getting throwed im tryna pour up with you
oh thats your bestfriend friend? im tryna fuck her with you first met the bitch they said they real sisters but I don't give a fuck if they were real sisters fuck around with me you tryna dodge bullets

When we were done rapping we was at the party. All you saw were dudes smoking outside well fine ass dudes smoking outside. And girls twerking with they ass hanging out. We had parked and got out. Crystal instantly started running to Michael and yelled to me 'Zoe call me when yall ready to go !"I laughed and said Okay. Cory had came beside me and grabbed my hand I swear I was boutta faint. I had then said What did you have to tell me? He said I am a blood and a drug lord. I had stopped walking and paused and looked at him in shock I said The fuck? He asked curiously What? I asked " why you tellin me this now we are at the party? " he said because this gang we got beef with at the party and if they start some shit I got you I won't let nothing happen to you and I don't want you confused about what I do. I said okay well who is this gang yall beefin with? He said some Crips . In my head I thought Ahhhh shit I should have known. This dude had walked up to Cory and said wassup blood and they did this hand shake. And the dude asked who is this fine lil lady and Cory said Chill man this my girl Zoe. In my head I was like omg he called me his girl!!!!!!! The dude said "My bad bro but you coming in and turning up or your ass gonna stay outside?"Cory laughed and said We coming in. He grabbed my hand and we walked in the music was blasting. I was finally coming out my shell and I started to dance. Cory was like Damn ma all dat ass you got you better stop before you get something started you can't finish. I laughed and said Oh trust me I can finish. We laughed and continued to dance.