I got up at 2am today cuz I was starving....... not like there was not food the other day... ..but cuz I chose not to eat so as to get back at my mother for making me angry..
Sometimes I feel like running away from home and then maybe ending up in America then leave my parents to be putting out missing posters of their son......
Other times I feel like shouting back at them when they are complaining of something I have done...
Or when they are saying that I'm not a good example for my siblings.....
Or that I have no role model that they like....
Sometimes I just wanna disappear... ..poof
Or leave this house
...it's amazing that when I'm in school I think up good memories of home , forget the bad ones and then I'd start missing it.
But when I arrive back at home it takes about a week for me to start wanting the above listed to happen again.....
When I get angry I distance myself from you.
Now it's like I'm giving the whole house a silent treatment.... but actually to them it's just like I'm not around.....
The only method I use to show anger when I'm at home is by not having fun with them... but what's the point of doing that when no one notices it...
Whats the point of being angry when no one notices ??
