Chapter 21

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by Gmafanfics

by Gmafanfics

Quick note before you read this chapter... There is suicidal/self harm content in this chapter.

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"Guys I ..."

"I LOVE BART SO MUCH FOR MAKING THIS INTERNATIONAL S
OH MY GOD IM GONNA GO CALL HIM!" And clary ran up the stairs right after that.

• Clarys POV•

I ran straight into my washroom and shut the door. I began crying because I knew I shouldn't have trusted Nash but I did and I can't believe I ever would.

Nobody but Cameron knows about my past and how I attempted to kill my self in Paris and here.

Honestly I don't have the best life a few weeks ago I drew a picture but with a twist my arm was the canvas and my blood was the paint.

I started cutting even more but I cover it up with waterproof makeup.
I reached behind my toilet for my small bag that had my blades in it. I picked one up and cut my arm, I felt relief. I began cutting deeper and deeper before I knew it I felt like I was going to pass out so I got my first aid kit and wrapped up my arm and when I got outside to my room I saw Shawn just sitting on my bed.

I turned around to go back into the washroom because the bandaids where visible but Shawn figured out.

"Clary did you do that?"

I turned around and looked straight in his eyes and I saw concern, worry and hurt. I looked back down with tears in my eyes.

"Clary stay here I'll be back."

And with that Shawn left probably to tell everybody downstairs but instead Cameron came up and saw my arm and the blood stained blades.

"Clary. Your beautiful you don't have to hurt yourself. Nash is stupid for cheating on you. He didn't deserve you. "

"No I didn't deserve him and that's why he left me."

"Oh clary don't you see that your a beautiful human being and we love you for that for who you are nothing else we love you. I love you."

"Thanks Cam I love you guys too"

I hugged Cameron and he held me for a while just rubbing circles in my back clamming me down.

"Why me Cam why me?"

"I don't know clary but I want you to be happy now. Don't fake it and if anything a wrong come to me because I'll always be here for you. I'm glad Shawn came and told me. We need you clary. I need you. "

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Manu 💘