CHAPTER4- DEPRESSED\LOSTED

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LOUIS'S POV

OMG!! Why did Aubrey smooch Jacob in front of me! Are they back together again??? I'm just like hecka shocked! Aubrey knows that I hate Jacob! How dare she try to win me back with JR. She is practically using that guy! I continue my meal with Eleanor. We are just friends now because before I chose Aubrey over her, but now I want her back! So many thoughts are going through my head! I feel like I like Eleanor and Aubrey, but I can't exactly decide who because they both hate me now! "Hey babe let's go!" "Oh k." We leave the restaurant. I hope she didn't see what I saw. "Hey Eleanor, do you want to like... go out more?" "Ummmm, of course not! You are suppose to be with Aubrey!!" "UMMMMM,...yeah I guess!" Louis brings Eleanor back to her house and leaves. I'm so confused! My life is like a huge disaster. I hope that the media doesn't find out about this. I can't believe Zayn told Aubrey this! He is so messed up! I wonder what is going to happen to me! I go home and just sit on my bed and drink wine! I just want to become somber and forget about all this pain! After I drink 3 bottles of wine, I go on my phone. I go on instagram and see a picture of Aubrey and Jacob hugging each other! Oh F**k this! It's so weird how they got back together so quickly! I HATE ZAYN NOW! HE TOTALLY RUINED MY LIFE! He is going to get a piece of my mind tomorrow! I go into the room Aubrey and I shared. All of her expensive make-up and perfume is still here. I miss her beautiful smell already! I grab the prettiest bottle and slam it into the wall. I continue to do so with it until it breaks and shatters onto the carpet. I grab a pair of scissors and cut all of her fancy dresses that she wears to parties. After the 3rd dress, I begin to cry. WHY AM I RECKING AUBREY'S THINGS? WHY AM I F**K DOING THIS??? WHY?WHY? I NEED ANSWERS!!!!!!!!! Then I get so mad into myself that I poke the sharp scissors into my skin. It makes a hole and little drops of blood comes out! After all the pain I just encountered, I ...............BLACK-OUT!!

AUTHOR'S NOTE- I'm sorry if this chapter was a bit boring and depressing, but that's all I could think of to put! I planning to put the next chapter as Aubrey, JR, and One Direction meeting to talk!!(with Louis) MUHAHAHA! DRAMA!

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