The Love That I Could Never Forget

Chapter 11: Why it turned out this way?

Next day at work, He didn't talked and joke around like normally he used to. You wondered why but you ignore the thought and continue with your work.
The clock strike 6pm, you saw namjoon walked out without looking at you. You don't know why but you feel so empty.....so broken...
You can't concentrate on your work so you just shut down your laptop and walked out. You unlock your car, slide into your car and just seat at the driver seat staring at the wall far ahead of you. It feels like you're at the cemetery with the silence surround you.
You sighed and drive out of the carpark. You decided to go home straight after a debate with yourself whether to go to the club or not.
You went to the bathroom as soon as you reach home to prepare yourself a hot bath. You stayed in the bath tub a little bit longer. A nice long hot bath always make your stiff body feel relax especially after a long day at work. As soon as you closed your eyes your phone vibrated. You wanted to ignore it but it might be something important so you sit up and reach for your phone. Jackson's name appear on your screen when you unlock it.
"Hey :) not coming today?"
"Nah I don't feel good today. I'm just gonna rest today :) "
"Want me to come over?"
"Nope it's okay. I can handle it myself just need some sleep that's all :)"
"Okay then rest well. Call me if you need anything ;)"
"Sure :)"
You put your phone aside and washed yourself. You jumped onto your bed after putting on sweatpants and shirt that is a size bigger than your size. You lie down facing the ceiling on top of you.
'Why didn't he talk to me? Or at least look at me? Is it a bad thing I followed him to the club? A bad thing that I knew he has a night life as a rapper?'
Without you realising, you felt tears rolling down your cheeks. Why are you crying you don't even know why. Unexplainable feeling, that cannot be described in any possible ways, keeps lingering but you don't know how to let it out or even know how you feel right now. Your stomach growling but ignoring it and went to sleep without having dinner.