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This is my story.
It all started in second grade when this girl made fun of me. She said that i was poor because i live with my grandma. Them she went around telling people that my family didn't want me. That hurt allot because I never knew my dad he died before i was born. My mom on the other hand did not want me. She gave me up at 3 months of age. She left me there to die. Or do i was told. But Uh then i got made fun of because my sister was pretty and i was not. Her hair was red mine was brown. But she could do things that i couldn't. Like she could read i couldn't. Do that sucked. In the model of third grade the same girl accused me of cheating. I was two seats away from her. Then everyone moved away from me thinking that I was going to steal the answers. Then during lunch. She came up to me and asked for my food because she hated pizza of course i gave it to her because she said that she would give me her pizza. She never did. In fourth grade it seemed to stop but i got called names here and there. But when fifth grade came it began again. They called me so many bad names. They called me a white whore because of my mom. They said that I looked like a guy because of my dad. I told the teacher. She told me to key it go. I never did. In the model of the same year i say at my desk after lunch and my note book sat on top. I knew that it wasn't before i left. So i opened it and it was clean till i hour to the back. In marker with giant letters telling me to suck one. Up set i threw it way. In sixth grade i had to go to seven classes and lucky for me my bully was held back. But i had a new one and this time it was a boy. At first he acted like my friend then he changed he called me a freak. Then all of his friends added on to it. I was called a toad 4 eyes and a wanna be. Then in seventh grade it stopped and for 8th and ninth. But when tenth grade came. It started back up. But this time it was the whole freshman class and my family. They called Me a failure and a creature. When i drew they would look at my pictures and they would rip it up saying that fakers don't belong in school. I cry myself to sleep at night. Then when I come home from school my family would call me lazy ass a waste of time. Pathetic. And no good and i believed them. Then my bf came along and told me different. He said that i was not a creature or a waste of time. But no matter how hard i tried to believe him. I just kept going back to the thoughts. Then summer came and i gotten a new phone. Yay. But it caused trouble. It made my bf upset with me and my church. So in the middel of summer i decided to do something that i would regret. But when i told my brother good bye he changed me. He told me that what ever it is I'm going threw that he would be that person to catch me if i fall. And i never did what i was going to do i never did kill myself because if i did that would make me look like a coward. So i stayed and i decided to help people out with the problems. And now with 11 grade coming up I'm exsited in a away I'm stronger than i look to most people and that's where i for get all of the bad things that happened to me. In glad that i have good friends now. And i will never forget that god made me who i am and to him i am beautiful. And that makes me see that i really am. So who Ever reads this just know that good made you the way he wanted you to be all we have to do is let it shine threw.