Sitting in bed eating a gaint tube of vanile ice cream singing to my song mario somebody thinking about what happen yesterday. Why did he really. Kiss me did he hate me that much that made me start crying even more but why was the big question why can't i find the right one getting out of bed hearing music playing outside the window. I went to see what it was i see two boys one black the other white and a white girl singing falling slowly they sound really. God i look open my widow. And sat down om my couch watch the stars and listen to them listen to his sweet voice that boy can sing i thought. He turned around it i was shock it was jacob prince the boy who had. Me confused and hurt he was looking at me with. A sorry look no this wasnt happen i shut my window somebody else played i felt like i was going crazy crying kicking stuff he. Wasn't. Sorry i hate him i went in my gym that was in my room and put the gloves on and puch the bag why was i felling this way he not even my boyfriend my world is crashing before me i hate it when i finsed i was sore and slide down the wall crying my heart out after a while i took a shower listening. To Ashanti. The way i love you it stuck to me what am i going to do tomorrow. I know im going to skip school and do a complete makerover im phat and im proud and if a bitch want to fight are talk let the you an't a trashey bitch your a boss ass bitch i said. To myself in the mirror. Remember Me the new and inprove maya king ................
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