Insanity

Half Baked Proposals

If only you could remember one instant for the rest of our simple half hearted life.

I don't know but I think I would go for it. 

It was just one of those typical flings.

"Oh yeah, isn't she going out with..."

"Oh wow, their still at it..."

Then they go on laughing and on with their cautious life's.  

But I thought I was happy. I mean I had everything. Everything that someone who wanted a bargain of a life would want. 

I didn't really think of it. 

I was always consistently helping my friends with their half baked proposals and how their love was the most daring and outgoing, just so laughable but in the end "He wasn't what I thought he was." or of course right after that "I miss him, why did God the creator of our world have to throw this down upon me?"

Yeah, okay I get it. 

"I'm here for you. It's okay...shhh, he was no good for you. You deserve better."

Or of course right after that

"I know, me too. I thought you guys were gonna make."

But me, nah I had a broken timer on my "happy" life.

 And finally I threw it out.