The Worst - g.d

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Friday,Yes.
I put on some clothes. (the ones in the picture) and did my makeup. I actually love love love summer.
I had a party tonight and i cant wait. This is the best I've felt in ages.
Grayson and Ethan was picking me up in five minutes so i ate a banana for breakfast.
I heard them pull up so i ran out the door and jumped in the back of the car.
'Whats your plans tonight' i asked.
'Nothing'Ethan said.
'Whatever your doing' Grayson smiled.
'Well,my friend Jaxson is having a party tonight at a club. Wanna come?'
'Sure!' They both said.
We got to school and i got out with Grayson. We leaned against the car.

'What of people see us together.' I asked
'They wont.' He said kissing me for a few seconds.
'Im still not your friend' i laughed
'Then get away from me you silly little bitch' he said to me laughing.

-8 Hours Later-
I decided to walk to the party.
I was wearing black heels and a black bodycon dress. My hair was curled and i had heavy makeup on since all the 17 and 18s were there.
I walked into the club and i saw Grayson dancing with my friend Denver,she was like so close to me.
I noticed him staring at me as i was scooped up by Jaxson.
'Heyyy!'
'Hiyaaa' i said kissing his cheek
'Glad to see you here.'
'I know,not seen you in ages.'
'Yeah,you look gorgeous!'
'Thank you!'
He let me down and Grayson pulled me over.
'Who was he.'
'Jaxson!'
'Oh.'
'Why,Your not jealous are you?'
'Pfttt,No'
'Ok,What ever you say.'
I hugged him and danced for while.
'Im going for a drink'
He pulled me close and made out with me. His mouth just tasted of drinks.
He pulled away.
'You've not drunk have you!'
'Nope,right ill be over there.'
'Ok.'
I walked away and got a drink.
I just turned around to see Grayson necking on with some random girl.
I just pulled Jaxson over next to him and kissed him.
He moved his hands near my ass and i just smiled.
If hes gonna play me ive gotta play him.

I felt myself being dragged away and put in a car.
Grayson?
'What are you doing?'
'Taking you home'
'Why?'
He just stared out the window till we arrived at his house,he payed the taxi fare and pulled me to his room.
He layed me on the bed amd sat next to me.
'What are you doing,you just killed the vibe.'
'Get over it. That party was shit anyway.'
'Well,I was enjoying it,anyway why did you even bring me home?'
'To show how much you mean to me'
'Grayson,You just kissed another girl and now your trying tell me how you feel about me.'
'Exactly.'
He pulled a strand from my face and put it behind my ear.
'I didn't mean before,im sorry.'
I smiled from cringing so much.
'I just want you to kno--'
'Grayson,I know your trying to make me feel better but i just want it back to the old times where we didnt have to care about what either of us were doing all the time,when we could trust eachother.'
'I-i-im sorry Kiara.'
'So am i,ok'
I stood up and kissed his cheek.
'Ill see you soon.'
I walked home since he didn't offer me a lift.

-next day-

I got home from school,i felt so lonely today. Nothing felt normal,Everyone was off sick,and lots of people bowing their heads down striding through the hall.

'Mom.'
'Yes sweetie'
'I feel like a nobody.'
'I thought you had a new boyfriend like every week'
'I wish' i laughed
'Well,what you trying to hint.'
'I need a fresh start.'
'Fresh start as in fresh schools,fresh house?'
'Yeah. Pretty much.'
'Well hunny,Me and your Father was thinking to move.'
'Where to?'
'About the other side of town'
'Oh my god,So i can go to New Bridge High?'
'Yeah,thats if your dad approves.'

Thank god.
What i needed.
A fresh start.

Sorry for not updating ive been so busy with school and ive been ill. Ill update as much as i can - E💋