Blood Love: C 12

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Rita's POV:

I hate Zayn.

I do.

He turned me into the retched creature and now I'll never be normal.

I never was the 'cool kid' at school, home, or outside...I was always the odd man out.

But now, I really will be rejected.

I hate the feeling of rejection.

I zoom past trees, running out of the woods away from Zayn.

I can't bare to look at him right now.

I need to talk to someone though.

But I can't talk to a human, that'll trigger my blood lust.

And I can't risk doing that.

Liam.

Liam will understand, and he's sensible. He'll know what to do.

I zoom up to the house to see his bedroom light on.

I sigh and head up into his room, after knocking of corse.

"Rita, what's wrong?" He asks, his eyes fixed on my blood shot red ones.

"I'm mad at Zayn, I hate him. He made me into the creature I am, why did I have to get lost that night?" I ask, and start crying again.

He rubs my back as I cry into his shoulder, it's quite nice.

"Zayn was a wreck before you came. He was never the same after what happened with Perrie. He would never hurt you." He states and continues to rub my back.

"But he turned me, he just wanted me for himself. He doesn't care how I feel about the whole vampire thing. He turned me so he could be with me forever." I say, as a new set of tears pour out of my brown eyes.

"He tried to save you from dying, he didn't want to change you in the least bit. Perrie snapped your neck before we could leave, that's all it took. I'm sorry, but Zayn tried his best to keep you from being a vampire. He would risk his life to keep you safe, even if it meant not having you with him for eternity." Liam says, and stops rubbing my back as I sit up.

"You mean, he'd do that..just so I could be happy?" I ask, sucking in the tears that threaten to protrude.

He nods.

I am such a horrible person. I didn't even let Zayn finish his sentences, he tried to tell me. But I wouldn't listen.

"Liam, I probably broke him again. I told him 'I hate you'. I got to find him!" I yell as rush out of the room again.

I need to find him..

••••

"Zayn!" I yell for the thousandth time.

I've been searching for an hour now and no sign of him.

"Zayn please! I'm sorry I said I hated you! I don't! Zayn please come out! I need you..." I whisper the last part and fall on the ground as it starts to rain.

"Rita Im sorry I hurt you, I know you can hear me, but I love you. So I'll leave, because I don't want to put you in anymore pain." The wind seemed to carry his voice.

Where is he?

"Zayn?!" I yell again, trying to get my voice louder than the rain.

"I don't want to hurt you, I'm a monster I know that.." He whispers.

"No! You're not a monster! Zayn!" I yell, I turn around and find a shadow standing on a cliff.

That has to be him.

I zoom up to him, all though it feels like I'm in slow motion.

"Rita, live your life. Don't forget me." He whispers, and starts to step closer to the edge.

"No! Zayn! Don't!" I yell and grab him by the waist and pull him back, making us topple over and him landing on me with a thud.

"Rita?" He whispers in disbelief.

I look up at him and his cheeks are tear stained, his eyes red from crying, and his hair messed up by pulling at it and the wind.

"Rita I'm so sorry, I never meant to hurt you-" I place my finger on his lips and stop him from talking non-sence.

"Zayn, I'm the one who should be apologizing. I don't hate you, and you didn't want me to be this. I'm sorry for not letting you talk." I say and look at his eyes.

"I'm still sorry, if I had gone out to see if you were alright when you were on the porch none of this would have happened." He states and sniffles back tears.

The rain continues to pour on us unmercifully, but I don't care, I need to show him how much I love him.

"Zayn, I love you." I whisper and crash my lips onto his.

He smiles through the kiss and holds my waist carefully. Like I'll break if he holds me too close.

We separate and he smiles down at me, his teeth shining and eyes the prefect brown.

"I love you too." He says and picks me up, carrying me to the house.

"I'm so cold." I complain, then sneeze.

"Uh oh, looks like someone's getting cold." He says and lays me down on the couch.

"I'm sorry this happened to you, I promise I'll make it up to you." He says looking at me lovingly.

"No need, I'll be with you forever. That's all I need." I smile, and he kisses me again.

"I'll be back." He says and walks up the stairs into his room.

What a horrible-great day..

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