My Neighbors VIXX

Chapter 12: I Really Messed Up

(A/N: Again I'm saying sorry for the late update xc, I didn't have anywhere to type but now I do so yay? Lol but enjoy! Btw remember about my new story? Yeah it's going to be late sorry xc)

Hongbin's P.O.V

I woke up and looked around to find everyone else asleep but then I realized Leo wasn't here, maybe he went out for a morning walk, I mean it is 6 in the morning, so I went and washed up. After I came out of the bathroom, I woke up the rest. "Uhh Hongbin where's Leo?" N asked rubbing his eyes. "I don't know, when I woke up I didn't see him here" N looked at me and nodded "He probably went for a walk as usual" He then got up and told everyone to freshen up while he makes breakfast I went along to help him. I took the food to the table and everyone had sat down. "Um N don't you think we should check on Thea, I mean she's probably really hungry she fell asleep without eating anything" Ken said getting up from the table. N looked at him and nodded, Ravi then shot up from the table, "I'll go check on her, I need to talk to her anyways" Damn it I wanted to go! N agreed and Ravi went to Thea's dorm.

Ravi's P.O.V

I can finally talk to her without anyone bothering me. As I was going to open the front door, I noticed it was locked, she would always keep an extra pair of keys under her rug so I took the key and opened the door trying not to make any noise. I reached her room's door and and slowly opened it enough for me to peek through, my eyes almost popped out of my eyes and I felt my heart break, but then it overcame with anger, I quickly left her dorm and opened my dorm's front door I slammed the door shut and walked to my room. "What happened, why'd slam the door and and why are you mad?" Hongbin said getting surprised as did the rest of them. "Go to Thea's dorm and check for yourself!!" I said slamming the door and trying to cool off.

N's P.O.V

After Ravi had slammed the door I was about to ask what happen when Hongbin beat it to me, he told us to go check in Thea's dorm and so I got up "Well let's go check why's he's so mad" the rest of the member's nodded and got up following me, her dorm was already open, probably from when Ravi left, we all quietly opened her room's door and then I realized why Ravi was so mad, Ken pushed the door open all the way and we all gasped. Leo was in her room and they were kissing. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. They quickly broke apart and Leo got off turning red. Hongbin had rushed out of the place and left while we stood there shocked. I felt tears about to come out, Ken and Hyuk both nodded in disappointment and left, "I'll j-just get going" Leo said rushing out after. I fell to my knees and started sobbing a little. I saw Thea was getting upset as I was, "W-why?" was all I managed out, she quickly came near me and hugged me, her hair smelled like vanilla but I shouldn't be thinking about it now, "It didn't mean anything, I'm sorry, N p-please" She said sobbing. All I did was simply get up and turn my back to leave, there I had left Thea crying and went back to my dorm she really hurt me.

Thea's P.O.V

I can't believe I hurt N. I never meant to hurt any of them. I feel like such an idiot. But who could blame me? I mean they all had my feeling confused. When I woke up I saw Leo staring at me and he leaned in and kissed me that's when they came in. I closed my door and my back slid down the door. I hugged my knees and started to cry. I soon fell asleep crying. I woke up to someone knocking on my door. I opened it to see my best friend Ken. He quickly came in and sat down on my couch, I sat down next to him looking down and fiddling with my fingers. We probably sat like that for a good 10 minutes until he spoke up. "Thea....What happened this morning?" I looked at him and suddenly I felt bad again. "I-I don't know what happened Ken, honestly I'm just as confused as you are" I sighed and looked down again. "You know how upset they are?" I looked back up at him with curiosity "Who do you mean by 'They' all I know is I really hurt N" He looked at me like I was stupid "Wait you don't know?" Now I looked at him like he had two heads "What, what don't I know?" I sat up so we were facing directly to each other. He sighed "It's not just N and Leo who like you Thea, you hurt two more people with what just happened this morning" My mouth was wide open, two more people liked me, and I didn't even know, I feel like more of a jerk. "W-who?" was all I seemed to mange out, Ken grabbed my shoulders "It's also Ravi and Hongbin you've hurt, Leo and Hongbin haven't been home since this morning, N and Ravi locked themselves in their rooms, Hyuk and I tried everything to get them to come home or get them to come out, Leo and Hongbin isn't picking up their phones while N and Ravi aren't even answering us when we tried to get them to come out." I hurt them really bad, this is all my fault, if only I would've been able to stay away, or even push my feelings aside this would've never happened. I broke down at that moment once again, Ken pulled me into his chest while I cried harder than I did this morning. He was rubbing my hair trying to calm me down but it didn't work it only made me think of how much I hurt him and the rest of boys. "I-It's all my fault Ken I-I should've n-never done anything like that, it's my f-fault, because o-of me their all hurt." I cried out in his chest. "No Thea it isn't your fault, don't you dare blame this on yourself, you were just confused with your feelings" What he said comforted me a bit and soon I stopped crying. I finally got off him and he held my hands wiping away the tears with his thumb. I smiled at him and hugged him tight. "Thank you for making me feel better Ken you're the best, best friend ever" He smiled cheekily "Should I go try talk to N and Ravi" I asked scared, He smiled back at me. "I think you should try" We got up and I closed my door while he opened his. We walked in to see Hyuk on the couch. "Ken, oh noona you're here!" he said as he came to give me a hug, even though he was younger he was still extremely taller than me. "Hyukieee where's Ravi?" Ken said sitting down on the couch. We walked over to him and sat down as well. "Ravi went outside for some fresh air and N Hyung is in the shower" I got up and started walking "I'm going into N's room alright, I'll wait to talk to him" they both nodded and went back to watching T.V. I soon heard the shower turn off and I stood up I saw N come into to room drying his hair until he looked up and quickly left the room, I chased him to the front door "Ken, Hyuk I'm leaving!" N said opening the door. Just then Ken came in front of the door to block it so he couldn't leave. "Hyung just talk to her" I stepped closer and he moved in front of the table, "Please N try to hear me out" I said but the he looked down "No Thea there's nothing I have to say to you and I don't want to hear anything either. You really hurt me, I can't forgive someone who hurt me and toyed with my feelings..." He said looking down I felt tears about to come out "Hyung why can't you just listen to what she has to say!?" I put my hand up midway "N-no Ken it's okay I-I'll just get going it was my fault a-anyways" I hug Hyuk really tight and whisper goodbye. Ken walks me to my dorm and we stand outside the door "I'm sorry for how N was acting Thea" I just hug him tightly and whisper bye while a few tears were falling "Thea you're acting like it's goodbye forever" He said holding my cheeks. All I do is smile back up at him. He leaves and I go into my room and pull out my suitcases. I really am leaving.... until I get myself together and fix my emotions, I started packing and took everything I need, I'm not leaving forever but for a while. I already called my brother and let him know. I wrote a note to the boys apologising for all the trouble I've put them through and hurting them more than anyone ever has and telling them I'll probably be on the plane on my way to America by the time they read this. As I was leaving I put the note up on my front door and I looked around to see if any of the boys were there. As I walked down I noticed I was crying this entire time, I wiped my tears and called a cab and left for the airport. I'm sorry boys, for hurting you.

(A/N: I hope you enjoy this chapter! Left it at a cliffhanger. What do you think will happen next? I love you all so much and keep a look out for my new story it could be up anytime who knows? cx Anyways vote my story, follow me, comment anything about the story below and yeah, bye! <3 )