Layla!!

chapter one

I want to be remembered when I die. I want people to remember me for what I have accomplished in life for when I know soon I will be gone. My imperial fliction is that whenever I lay still Its for realizing that its never okay to solve a problem on your own. Symbolizing the three wishes crosses my mind when the scan machine circulate around my body. The childrens hospital told my parents that it would be good for me to go to group therepy,but as you can tell I simply denyed. One day my father said, it would be good for you Layla, it would be fun Layla, just think how important your life is Layla. I cant handle not wanting to tell my parents its a good way to live on my time, how I want it. If you believe that its just a way to live I keep telling myself its just away so others can simply live. Im a bomb and some day I will explode and people will realize that sooner or later my last match will burn out.
"Layla Lets go your father is waiting!"
"Im coming, im only one Layla and a human being." I stood on the steps as I heard mom laughing. I started carrying my suitcase down the stairs when Rob stopped me.
"I got this." I held up my hand and looked at Rob.
"I got it Rob."
"You have to carry your tank and thanks heavy enough. So its best that I carry your suitcase." I looked at my tank and nodded.
"Okay thanks." He smiled and walked out. I laughed as I stood on the stair case. I walked down the stairs when I stopped and bent over.
"Layla are you alright?" I looked up to see mom and Rob running towards me.
"Im fine I just needed to take a deep breath."
"Are you sure?"
"Im sure, lets keep moving." I stood up and walked out the door.
"We' ll miss you Layla. Oh make sure to have fun." I nodded at Rob and climbed in the car.
(Half hour later)
"Were just now pulling in."
(Great... oh wait I see you guys.)
"Okay bye." As the car came to a stop I looked to see my father and Leanne Walking outside. I stepped outside of the car when my legs clasped.
"LAYLA!!" instantly they came running towards me when I held my hand up.
"IM FINE!" I looked up at everyone who stood there looking at me. I lifted my hand towards dad and he picked me up. I tightened my grip around him as I let out tears down my cheek. He brought me inside and sat me down on the couch.
"Leanne go get a cup of water." She turned and ran.
"Wheres your meds sweetheart!?" I pointed at my suitcase when mom opened it. Leanne came in and sat the cup on the table and sat down. I looked at dad who took the cap off.
"Here." I opened my mouth and took them. My little episode just cost everyone a second chance.
"How you feeling kiddo?"
"Just fine dad... mom its okay to leave now." She laughed and headed for the door.
"I love you sweetheart." I blew her a kiss and waved. She smiled and closed the door.
"Would anyone mind telling me what that was just a few minutes ago." Me and dad looked at Leanne.
"My cancer lets me have episodes where I just break down. Like my legs would quit working and all the pressure would build up and I cant walk. So my episodes are something that I can not control."
"Well then your going to have a hard time this summer, cause everything is something that handicaped people cant do."
"LEANNE Thats way out of line." I stood up grabbing my tank and headed for the hallway.
"Im going to my room."
"Let me help you with that suit case babygirl!" I looked over as my father grabbed a hold of it.
"No thank you dad. I wouldn't want to strain your wife!" I said as I glared at leanne