He loves me, he loves me not (a Joe Sugg fanfiction)

Chapter one: Unexistant to him

I sit on the front steps of my American home. My white lace dress slightly blowing in the wind, my long straight blonde hair doing the same thing. The sun is tanning my legs. I hold a large daisy in my hands and I stare down at it. Slowly I tare the peddles off, peddle by peddle, singing in my head the song primary schoolers sing- he loves me- he loves me not- he loves me, until all the petals have left the flower. The petals surround my pink converse high tops, the pink shoes, the white steps, and the yellow peddles complementing each other.

The song landed on, he loves me not, and my heart sank. I throw the stem which once was a flower onto the ground in front of me, and put my elbows on my knees, resting my head inside them, looking out onto the quiet residential road we live on.

He doesn't even know I exist, but I still love him, thousands and thousands of girls around the world love him. I know I have no chance, but a little bit of inside me continues to think that I do. I then scold myself internally. What am I thinking? Were not even in the same country, how the hell would I have a chance? I reach my hand to my side and wait until it connects around my phone before I pull it back to my side. I click my phone on to look at the wallpaper. The familiar boy with brown hair and blue eyes pops up on my screen. He is sitting next to Caspar Lee, my second favourite youtuber, and the brown haired boy has that iconic smile on his face that never gets old.

I think you all know who I am talking about- heart throb, English youtuber, Joe sugg. I have watched him for years now, and never get sick of him. His funny and caring nature sticks with me, and makes me long to meet him one day.

"Laura!" Mum calls and she pulls me out of my trace.
"Coming!" I yell back. I slowly stand up, and head towards the front door.The petals that were on my lap slowly falling gracefully down to the ground.

AUTHORS NOTE
Okay guys that was the first chapter of he loves me, he loves me not. I hope you liked it. Sorry it took so long to post, I was completely mind blank for this story until is afternoon I had a brainwave and an idea of how I could write this story came into my mind while watching dancemoms (don't ask me why, just did)

Sorry that the chapter is so small, I think I know what I am going to do for the next chapter, and I didn't want to do it in this chapter, so yeah.

This is my first ever fan fiction, so please comment how I could improve on it. Also, does anyone know any celeb girls with long blonde hair that could 'play Laura' I have one in my head but I used for for betrail so I don't want to use her again.

Thx so much guys

Megan_Da_mexican