"When did you know that you loved him?"
I shuffled in the seat, my throat closing a little bit. I try to breathe to get myself to calm the hell down, but hearing the word 'loved,' was like someone ripped my heart out and said,'Oh, you want it back?'
"Where do I start?" I swallowed the big lump in my throat, and I could feel a burning sensation in my nose.
"Wherever you like, sometimes just explaining what happened helps and maybe we can fix what's going on with you. It would probably be best if you start where you first saw him."
I nodded my head slowly, I could feel the tears going down as the pictures of him flashed in my head. His pretty blue eyes looking at the paper, the way he held his pencil, even his awkwardness was just-
I stopped and sat up straight.
"So? Where is this story starting, sir?" He stared at me from across the room and I licked my lips.
"Okay when I first met Cas it was in school. And damn, if I knew I would be here I would fucking run."
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FanfictionIt's about the story, told from Dean Winchester, explaining the start of his relationship and the end of his relationship with Cas Novak to someone, and not completely healing, but accepting.
