Samantha's POV
"Babe, Mom and Dad attended a party. They'll be home tomorrow so we have the entire house for tonight." I said as I open my laptop to check the contents of Shane's memory card. Amber nodded and sat beside me comfortably. I rested my back at the head of the bed as I waited the folder of the removable drive to open on the screen.
"I love you." I heard Amber blurted out as she kissed my shoulder and engulfed me in a tight hug. I can't believe how lucky I am to have someone as sweet and loving as this girl beside me.
"Awww I love you toooo." I answered back. Amber rested her head on my shoulder when I kissed the top of her head in return. We both turned our attention on the screen in front of us.
I double clicked the folder and choose Gallery.
"That boy is as horny as hell.." Amber audibly murmured. I blushed when I saw 4 sexually explicit video thumbnails in front of my screen. I can't believe that I'm viewing this beside the girl that I truly love. God. I scrolled it down as fast as I could to search for our picture when I heard Amber chuckled.
"Not comfortable huh? How can we find the picture if your scrolling down like a cannon scanner? It's just porn videos Sam. Never watched it?" I blushed some more and nudge Amber with my elbow.
"Stop that." I whined when I felt Amber's lips on my cheeks. She tightened her hug and swayed me gently to loosen up.
"Stop babe, There!" Amber pointed the little thumbnail on the screen. There it is. Finally. I thought.
"Awwwww that's sweet.. I love this picture! remind me to thank Shane for being a good photographer." Amber stated as she enlarged the picture. It feels amazing that we can now laughed this thing off. When the first time I saw this it almost made my heart stop. But now, it made me realized how Amber and I look good together.
"Let me save this on my desktop so we can change our display pictures on our social medial accounts."
"Alright. I'll go downstairs to prepare some dinner. Do you want anything in particular babe? Amber asked.
"Surprise me.." I grinned widely and kissed Amber's nose.
"Ratatouille." Amber said as she pinched my cheek before climbing out the bed.
Amber and I finished our dinner and went back to my room. I already uploaded the picture on my account and asked Amber to do the same. A lot of notification came up but I didn't bother to check it out since Amber and I needed to talk a more important matter. We are now cuddled comfortably on my bed when I decided to start our needed conversation.
"Allyson got in." I started.
"Got in!?" Amber asked looking unsure of what I meant.
"Yeah, in the cheering squad."
"She joined?"
"Yes. She's good and She's nice too. I might have intimidated her somehow though. Like I said, I was jealous. You didn't mentioned how she looked like when I asked about her on our first date. She's um.. She's pretty, beautiful I mean." I admitted. Amber might have noticed how I felt being insecure again so she held my hand and kissed it.
"She is. She's pretty. She's nice. She's almost perfect. But she's not you. I love you, that's the difference." Amber stated looking straight in my eyes. Hearing that reassurance from the girl that I love makes my heart melt. I know actions is louder than words but hearing it directly from her is priceless. I can't help but cry again.
"Thank you. Thank you for always making me feel special and loved. But to hear it from you is something else. I'm just a person okay? Sometimes I feel things that's out of my control. Like this jealousy. I can't help it. I wish I could, but I can't. She was your first relationship. Then no one came next after. It means that she held that high standard for you not to notice other people. 4 years and you still haven't-"
