I miss you • jikook {volume 1}

-I miss You-

(Park Jimin's Point of View)

I was recalling the past...

--xFLASHBACKx—

It was December. The window swung open. He can barely feel the cold air that came from outside so he hurriedly closed the window and stayed in the fireplace, warming himself.

I dashed to the living room to get the robe and give it to Jungkook.

I sat beside him. He smiled sweetly and it makes my life complete. Seeing him smiling can make my darkness lighten.

"Thanks hyung." He replied.

His smile vanished.

"What's wrong?" I said, worriedly.

"How 'bout you hyung?" his dark black eyes shined.

I smiled to him, "I'm okay..." Then he turned away and faced the fire.

"I'll go get some coffee." I said and immediately stood and went toward  the  kitchen.

Honestly, I'm so cold. I've only got one robe in our house. Yes, I really love him  more  than  anyone.

I really do. I can't live without seeing his smile. His smile is very fragile to me.

I prepare the coffee for the two of us. I carefully put the two mugs to the tray and dashed near the fireplace.

"Here--!"

I was gonna give it to him but I slept and accidentally spill the coffee on the floor.

He quickly stood and run towards me.

He grabs my hand and pulled me up. I  was  trying  to  act  normally  and  smiled.

"Are you okay?"

By the look at his face, his face turns to a 'WORRIED FACE'.

I quickly got up and nodded, "I'm okay..." I said.

Even if I'm not...

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I was walking in the garden. Remembering the past, once again.

I sat down and picked a red rose and carefully placed it under my nose.

I remember the time when we used to walk in the garden.

--xFLASHBACKx—

He pointed out the red rose and run to it.

I picked the rose and give it to him.

"Is this for me?" he said while smiling.

I nodded, "It's your favorite color right?" I said.

He smiled and get the flower off my hand and smell it.

He also picked a flower.

H-Huh?

He gave me a BLUE tulip.

I smiled, "Thanks." I said.

I quickly kissed him on the cheeks.

"Hyung!" he exclaimed. I giggled.

Then we went to the park.

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I smiled while recalling the past.

I stood up and went back to the house.

I wrote a letter for him. I never saw him today. I  remembered  him  saying  something, saying  that he'd  go somewhere  far  away. But  he  will  be  back, I'm  sure  of  it.