you're mine,always and forever.. (Complete story )

chapter 12

Tamahimik ang lahat pagkatapos nya magsalita.

Matalim ang titig nya sa akin halos magsalubong ang kilay.

The way he stare in my eyes get so deep that can reach my heart.

I cnt explained anu ba tong nararamdama ko still the same feeling but more extreme than before.

After 10 years im standing so near to him
He's face He's scent He's voice are exactly the same as i remember still same sadness eyes that saw when we leave me.

" im sorry lilly i cnt marry you"
Binasag nya ang katahimikan.

"YOU CNT DO THIS TO ME SHAY YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS!" sigaw ng babaeng katabi nya mabilis sya umalis sa kinatatayuan namin.
Buti nlng malakas ang music sa party at nasa medyo malayo part kami ng mga tao.

Lumapit sa akin at hinawakan ang kamay ko hinala nya ako papalapit sa magulang nya.

"Mom and dad im sorry for not introducing my wife formally."

" She is Dr kathrina Cruz my wife"

"Kathrina this is my parents"

The parents are shock but still managed to embrace me.

"I cnt believe we didn't have a chance to meet but welcome to the family kathrina"
As her mom hug me tight.

"We dnt know what happened but it all in past now we should look forward to the future" as his dad added.

"Yes dad"

"can i take my wife for a while we need to discuss something"

"Yes son bring her to our house soon"

"Yes mom"

Hinila naman ako ni shay palabas ng mansion.

Im still in shock my mind is floating.

Ganoon lang kadali yun?
Sabihin sa babae na hindi na sila papakasal?
Sa magulang nya na hindi na nagtanong kung bakit at anu ang nanyari sa amin.

Mabilis ang pangyayari i get inside the car he drove and now we are inside unknown house.

We remain silent.

Hindi ko alam kung anong nasa isip nya.

Magsusumbatan ba kami?

Magtatalo ba kami?

anong paguusap namin.

saan kami magsisimula.

Nakatayo lang ako sa gitna ng malaking sala, nauna sayang naglakad papunta sa hagdaan.

"There is room full of clothes change before you go bed the room there go get some rest" mahina sabi nya

"We need to talk now." Protesta ko

"Im tired kathrina you messy up my life again i dnt have energy to face you"

Nagulat ako sa sinabi nya its my fault again.

" i will just go home"

Humarap sya sa akin

"You cnt go home kathrina because this is your home now you cnt go anywhere because your my wife now remember"

He smile bitterly.

Pagkatapos nya magsalita mabilis sya umakyat at pumasok sa kwarto nya.

All this time i was craving for his love and now he hated me like i did something bad again.

He will never forgive me.

Nawalan ako ng lakas.

Nakakapaghina ang mga sinabi nya.

Gusto ko ng mamatay sa sama ng loob.

dahan dahan akong umayat at pumasok sa loob ng kwarto naghanap ng damit nalinis ng katawan humiga sa kama.

Sobrang sakit wala na atang sasakit pa.

Wala na ata akong mailuluha pa.

Pumikit ako.

Dear lord kayo na po bahala sa akin Pagod na po ako.

Amen.