Rehab (Zayn Malik)

Ch 11

"Alright the one that doesn't live here. Get the fuck out." I yell and Zayn falls out of bed. "Well you obviously don't live here." the girl sneers. "Get the fuck out you nasty ass whore." I growl. "No need to get snippy bitch." she says calmly. As she dressed Zayn looked around confused, "Bella I-" he started. "I'll deal with you in a minute." I growl. "Just because you weren't here." the girl sneers again, "Bitch don't even fucking start." I snap, "What are you going to do?" she cackles. "Perrie just get out." Zayn snaps. "You let me in. But fine. I'll leave." she says but glares at me. As she leaves, "Bella-" Zayn said pulling on some clothes. "Screw you." I snap and pull out my bag and started grabbing clothes. "Bella don't please I can explain." Zayn says his voice cracking. "No, you can't. I'm sorry you got me pregnant so I couldn't keep an eye on you." I yell. "Wait what!?" he said, "You heard me." I snap, "Bella, please. I was drunk and worried about you, she showed up and gave me a really strong drink. I blacked out halfway through the night and don't even know how I got home. Bella please don't leave." I saw he was crying. "Call me when you get your shit together." I say softly, "Bella I swear." He grabs my arm. "I promised I wouldn't hurt you. She drugged me, I swear on my life." Zayn chokes out. "Well you just did hurt me." I snap and twist out of his grip.

I tossed my bag in the trunk and jumped in the drivers side, I drove to Danielle's flat and as I drove up, I was in tears. "Bella?" Dani exited, "What happened?" she sounded angry. I fell into her and began crying harder. "Come inside." She whispered, "Bella!" Liam's smile faded as he saw my tears, "Who's ass do I need to kick?" he said worriedly. "Either Zayn or Perrie would be fine." I half smile. Dani looked at me. "I'll get you some water yeah?" Dani smiles, "Water? What she needs is a beer or somethin," Liam teased. "I can't drink." I say wiping away the tears, "Why not? Zayn can go die in a hole." He snaps, "I'd rather keep the baby thank you very much." I say and flop on the couch. Liam was frozen.

Over the time I spent with the guys, Liam and I became especially closer. He deemed me his new sister and would often call me Sister instead of Bella. "Woah woah woah. Zayn got you pregnant?" Liam said in disbelief. "Unfortunately." I say sadly, "How long?" he asks, "I'm thinking New Years. That was the last time.... It happened." I say taking the water Dani handed me, "How long have you known?" Liam pressed, "Since Valentines Day." I say softly, "Can I call Niall? He cares about you, do you realize that?" Liam asks. "I don't care, Zayn knows he's the only one that really needed to know." I say quietly. "I'll be back Sister." Liam says and leaves me with Danielle.

"Wait so Zayn slept with Perrie?" Dani clarifies. I nod, afraid my voice was going to crack. "Why?" Dani asks, I rub my eyes before I answer. "He claims he was drugged." I say quietly, "Really?" she said amazed, I nod softly, "I'm sorry. But you have to try and stay calm. Stress isn't good." She says, "I'm trying." I sigh as Liam returns. "Niall said he wants to hear your side. Apparently Zayn called him and said something about Perrie drugging him." Liam said confused, "That's what he told me." I whisper, "Everything's gonna be okay." he messes up my hair. "I hope so," I say softly touching my stomach, "Danielle come with me." Liam says, she looks at me worriedly, "I'm not in any condition to smoke or drink." I laugh she rolls her eyes and gets up.

Niall arrived a few minutes later. "Hi Bella." he said glumly, "How you doing?" he asks I look at him, "I'm dying for a cigarette that I can't have. I'm basically a month pregnant and wants to eat anything I can get my hands on. I just lost the most important guy in my life, how does that sound to you?" I ask sarcastically. He forced a smile, "Zayn was in tears while I was on the phone with him, and he said he was having suicidal thoughts for hurting you. It's been an hour and he wants to die. I talked him out of it but he's freaking out over doing this to you." Niall informs, I stare at the water in my hands, "I guess I'm doing better than him." I say quietly, "maybe he needed the reality check." Niall says softly, "Maybe one day he can be forgiven. Today isn't the day and this week doesn't look good either," I say angrily moving over to lay on my back. Niall sighs, "If you need a shoulder to cry on, I'm right here." Niall says as I feel a warm tear escape my eye. "I'm trying to stay calm for health reasons Niall. So I'm trying my hardest to get away from the stress if you don't mind." I say trying not to sound angry because I know he is just trying to help. "Sorry." Niall gets up. I cover my face with my hands. One hand travels down to the slowly swelling stomach. I heard Liam hissing at Niall, but I didn't know what he was saying.

I felt the tears start to well up in my eyes again. I felt a sob try and get out but I choked it back. My breath shook as I tried my hardest to stop, but I couldn't. The tears kept flowing, I wished for my razor, but knew that's stupid for about eight more months. I jumped when Niall screamed at Liam and Dani walks in to check on me. "Are you doing okay?" she asks softly, "I was." I say shaking. "Niall is getting mad at Liam. Liam got mad because he felt Niall was trying to convince you to go back to Zayn." she said I wiped my face.

*Bella's birthday* 

*Two weeks after break up*

My phone buzzed once again. I knew it was Zayn. I read all of his messages and listened to his voicemails but never responded. "Happy Birthday Beautiful. I know you won't respond, but I had promised to tell you what I told Simon that day. So I will fulfill that promise, even though you can't stand me. I told him that he can't get me to leave you because I love you. I still do. I hope you read this because you need to know. I love you Annabella. I don't expect you to take me back or trust me. I got so far and broke everything I swore I wouldn't do. At least tell me about the baby when she's born. It has to be a girl, because she will be as beautiful as you. I miss you Bella and I wish I could give you a birthday kiss." my breath shook by the end.