Chapter 4

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~Tallulahs Pov~
I get to her house and omg it is huge as hell. Im sure outta her league. I guess well have to see how it goes. I ring the bell and the gates open. As soon as I get inside I'm welcomed by a huge mass of fluff which I soon discover is the friendliest Leonberger dog in the world. It came up to me and started licking me while I pet him. I go up to the door and knock, playing with the dog as I wait. The door opens and Ellie stands in the doorway. "I see you already met Lars." she sais with a smile. "Hes just the cutest thing ever." I say while coming in. "So when do we start?"
"After Im sure you really wanna do this." I answer
"Of course I do. Why wouldn't I?"
"Because I'm the kind of kid your parents warned you about." I say with a straight face while fishing out a pack of cigarettes out of my bag.
"And thats exactly why you're perfect for this. Oh, and smoke wherever you want." she sais with a smirk. I didnt think she could smirk.
"Im starting to think this is the start of a nice friendship." I say while lighting up my cigarette and taking a long drag.
"Now, where do we start?" she says
I look at her and say "Clothes. But we need money for that."
She smiles and says"Well I cant wait to spend my parents money on a new wardrobe." while showing me a debit card.
"I like your thinking, bitch." I say with smirk." Lets go shopping." She suddenly frezees and sais. "But homework. And I have voley practice." I sigh, take another drag and say:"Look, Ellie, its Friday. We can do the fucking homework on Sunday like normal people. But voley seems fun so you should go. I anyway have guitar lessons with a friend who moved here a bit before me. And hes too cute for me to skip the first lesson. But well meet tomorrow to go shopping. Okay?"
"Okay. But I have an idea. Since my parents are gone and you wanna get away from yours, why dont you sleep here this week? That way you can teach me how to be a rebel 24/7." she says smiling
"Okay dork. But I come with a guitar, a male dog and a loud as hell music taste."
"Okay. Lars is friendly so it would be okay."
"Cool. Expect me at midnight." I say taking another drag.
"Okay" she says slightly confused.
"What? You were thinking I will tell my parents? Nope. Im fucking sneaking out. Let them worry about me." I say with a smirk. She just shrugs and shows me out. Before leaving I pet Lars once more and trow my cigarette butt down, stepping on it.I go home to get my guitar and go over to my friends house.

I knock on the door and Im engulfed in a big hug the moment the door opens. I hug back. I missed him. He used to be like my big brother until he moved here for college. We still talked tho. The year he left is pretty much the year I began to become this. A rebel whore. Hes four years older so he left exactly when I began highschool. It wasnt nice. We hug tightly for a pretty long time and when we finally let go I walk in and put my guitar down. I look around his apartament. Its small, only having a kitchen, a bathroom and two bedrooms, one of them belonging to a random roommate who isnt home right now. We walked to his room where his electric guitar was already plugged in. Lots of people, including me bought that for his 18th birthday. I smile, thinking about that day and how happy we both were then. We start playing songs he tought me before he left and some of the songs I learned after he left, hoping to show him one day. He asks if I still remember the first song he ever tought me. I say yes and we start playing that. After about an hour of playing and just chatting I get ready to leave. We hug and he tells me he missed me. "I missed you more" I say and then I leave. As I drive home, a tear slips down my face. He doesnt know it yet, but I let him down. I became everything I told him I wont become.

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