Behind Me...

Here Goes Nothing

Chapter 2: here goes nothing

"Miss" "miss wake up! We have landed"

I heard the flight attendant say as she shook me.

"Huh? What? Where? Oh, I'm sorry" I reply groggily

" it's quite alright, happens all the time! At least you didn't throw a punch at me, it has happened before!" She replied in a cheery way slightly laughing at the memory running through her head

"I'm still sorry though" I reply softly sort of hoping she wouldn't say anything else. It isn't that I don't like her or anything I'm just tired an honesty I don't wanna make any new friendships at all!! I don't want to lose anyone EVER AGAIN! It hurts to much, so if staying detached from people was the price I ha to pay, I'm willing to do it.

I walk very slowly still fuzzy and a little dizzy where I just had awoken. I finally get to where the exit sign is and then quickly emerged to see if anyone was even waiting for me at the pick up gates. I looked at all the signs and none, not a single on said my name. I looked anxiously for my aunt or her daughter but they was no where to be found.

Ugh!!! gosh dangit, I knew they would pull this!! I mean who cares about a small town girl moving into the big city, oh yeah that's right no one does and no one ever will! If my family doesn't care then who ever would This is pointless! Why did my parents even want to send me here?? They must have gone completely mental!

I walked over to the desk where two people stood and asked for them to call me a cab.

" oh my God do you here the way she talks!?!?" The preppy blond receptionist say to the man standing next to her.

" say something else?? Please!!" The man laughed while looking in my direction

"Just call me the damn cab! I don't have time for this!!" I say sternly

"God calm down ya hick" the blonde woman replies while rolling her eyes at me. " There they will be outside waiting on ya 'darlin'! " she tries to say in her best impersonation of my voice.

" aww thanks!!!" I reply squealing trying to act like her and rolled my eyes as I walked away to my cab.

I stepped inside the cab giving him the address. He smiled as we pulled away and off we drove.

The whole way there i was so nervous, I don't know how they will react to me. Are they going to treat me like a pity case, some type of charity? Or like a problem, like they had to take me in and had no other choice?

We pulled up to the door and I stared in awe of the beautiful house! It was so chic, clean cut, and modern! Oh yeah did I forget to say they are fricken loaded with money!

"Well here goes nothing" I whisper to myself as I knock on the big white door and pull my sleeve down so there is no chance of them noticing where I had been cutting myself.

A/N: So I hope you like my story so far!! But a point I would like to make is cutting is a serious issue and nothing to be taken lightly.

Things to think about: how do you think her Aunt and her daughter react towards her??

Who are they?

You will find out soon!

Love you!! :)