Passion of a cruel Alpha

Chapter 20

As I was sitting in our bedroom her smell was still in the room... I  sit in from of the fire place I'm reading her letter yet again..

(Melody letter to Lincoln)

By know you know that as you read this letter I'm gone with your child in side of me yes call me cruel,selfish, Bitch what ever you please it never stop you befor,any way yes I took away from you the one thing you alway wanted a family,how was I supposed to bring a innocent child into this fuck up life with a father who kill for pleasure for fun,,,
I took way from you everything you love just like you did to me...you took all the people that love and care for me away so I took away from you the same...

I couldn't do that to our baby it was to much...I feared that you would do the same things you did to me you would do to my baby I couldn't let that happens...

All the beating and insults the worst the rape... I never thought you would go that far as in doing that to me your mate the one you were supposed to love care and protected....

So that why when I found out I was pregnant I was scared all over again this time for my child not me I was already use to your beating...sad huh well yes it is my life with you was just sad...so that why I did what I did and leave this place way far away from you so you could touch us no more...

Did you know that the last beating you gave me I was with child huh I guess you didn't know,
Or maybe you  didn't care either way... to me you are just a Monster that don't care about anything or anyone...again sad is it...
But know we are free from your claws to be at peace...
So I say good bye
My curle alpha

Hope to  never see you again Melody...

Sorry no love cause you kill all the love I had for you...

I was such a fuck to my one and only love and my child...
That what is why I feel so guilty cause I hit her while she was pregnant...but I didn't not fucking know if I knew I wouldn't never lay a hand on her...it was stupid of to even hit her...it just she got me mad when she didn't listen when I told her things do and not to do is not her fault but mine and mine alone... but I have to fix this and soon before my wolf drive me crazy asking for it mate...

That why I know she not dead because my wolf can still fell her and our pup...but still can not find her..where can she gone to..

All that knew her have not seen or hear from her and belive when I said I believe them is because I thread them if the did knew something anything about her...but no she play this very well that she didn't ask anyone that she and I know to do this... where the hell are you Mel...I need you in need our child...

If is the last thing I do Mel I will find you....

(Mind-link from T.I.C)

Alpha Lincoln I think I know where she might gone...