Telephaty

It's already twenty years since we met. Twenty years ago, when I felt that I really got a friend of mine. And it's real. Look, we kept going on years lasted.

And you know? Maybe it's seven years after I met you. Yeah, you're not my one and only friend. But since I knew you, I could have many friends. I'm not as introverted like before. I met Tom, Chris, Dom Anderson, and all those amazing people behind our band's success. But that was done with you. What if I don't even meet you? I'm still an introverted, genius bastard. I have too many talents buried inside, but there was you who exhumed it all. I know I have to thank the others too. But you, a thank-you phrase doesn't enough. Anyway, the thanksgiving is not my main purpose.

Yeah, it's seven years after our meeting. I will never forget it.

We grew especially close. Too damn close. And I didn't have any best friend beside you. You were always around me, almost 24/7. And you know? A strange feeling grew inside my stomach. Then it's getting developed, and spreaded to my whole body. The feeling. The feeling that made your body like inside mine. Oh, and rushing butterflies. Pain inside my chest. Eyes that felt like those were going to release tears, but actually not. Got it? I just can't say it directly.

But I know you need to know. I don't care about your respones.

And it's already couple years. I am swear.

Since that all the temptation to caress you, embrace you, kiss you, suck you, grew wildly. But I tried hard to resist it. I don't want a friendly contact--I am starving of love contact. From you.

I know you are a heterosexual. You love girls. Me too, but I am getting mutual just with you. I want you. And it's already years, and I don't think about moving on.

You're just too good to be true

Can't keep my eyes off you

You feel like heaven to touch

I wanna hold you so much

At long as love has arrived

Then I thank God, I'm alive

You're just too good to be true

Can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare

There's nothing else to compare

The side of you makes me wink

There no words left to speak

But if you feel like I feel

Please let me know that it's trie

You're just too good to be true

Can't take my eyes off you

That's my favorite song ever to cover. Because you sang there. It's rare. And finally you wanted to sing because I was advicing you. That was me, who could make you do things impossible.

And my stomach should be ready to puke out everything I feel about you

I have to tell you about this. As soon as possible.

*****

"Matt? Matteh, dear, you okay?"

I suddenly get awaken from my daydreaming. I spot Dom snaps his fingers in front of my face.

"Um, woah, sorry, Dom! Lost in thoughts again," I make an excuse.

"Lost in thoughts? For half an hour? Gee, I used to think that you were exorcised! I am really worrying you!" Dom exclaims.