Addicted

Prologue

I looked around the empty, but dark room hoping that he'd return. Yet again, I waited another hour or so thinking that he would. Never in my life would I just wait around for someone, but him... It feels like its different.

I wiped my rushing tears with the back off my hands before standing up on my own two feet. I felt dizzy, better yet sick. Mostly sick of our petty, bitter arguments or fights. Shaking my head I brushed my hair up into a messy pony tail, feeling that he probably wasn't going to return.

"...Stupid," I mumbled to myself. That's the feeling that I always felt. He makes me feel stupid! He makes it seem like I don't have a control over him. Which is half correct.

I feel stupid for getting myself into this. I feel stupid for falling in love with him. Not only the sex but him. I feel so stupid for letting my guard down, for yet another fuck boy!

I shook my head violently, as I looked at the pictures of us on the wall. I took em down instantly, not wanting my heart to ache any more. I don't wanna feel this pain anymore. I just don't.

My phone ringing from my broken purse, pulled me out of my thoughts. I quickly rushed over to it hoping that it would be him, but it wasn't. It was Chris...

Sighing I answered it hoping that he could make this quick.

Me: "Look im not in the mood for-"

Chris: "Shut the fuck up and listen! Aug just got into a bad ass accident! He in the hospital right now."

Before I could say anything, he hung up. I was about to place my phone on the counter but I received a text from him, showing me the address.

Sighing, I debated. Should I really go and see him... He probably doesn't even wanna see me. Probably its best if I not go. But I really wanna see him, and make sure that he's ok.

But, he put me through so much pain. He made me cry. He made me fall in love with him.

Shaking my head, I got up and grabbed my keys hoping that im not making a mistake.

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How you guys like it? Btw sorry for deleting the original version, but Asia @beauti49er told me that the was a story similar to mine. And my reaction was funny as hell. Lol. So I thought that it was best for us to not continue on with that.

So, with this we have something that the other books similar to this dont have! And it might even stand out.

Yes, this is an August Alsina story, ft India Westbrooks as herself. But not fully herself. And Miracle Watts... I know y'all must of heard about the rumors too... Lol.

She must be getting the d good, if she wanted to show it off on snap chat!!

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