Addicted

01

Updated cause... "I aint gotta tell who I do it!" Lol that's my song tho.

India P.O.V

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I leaned my head against the window as I looked outside, seeing nothing as usual. Today was the day, that we were supposed to be doing something together as a couple but I guess that he forgot.

I guess that my feelings don't matter when it comes to important shit like this. But whenever its the other way around, im always the bad guy or something of that sort.

Shaking my head I wiped away the tears that managed to fall freely from my eyes. Now matter how many times, I told myself to not cry over something so stupid... I always would.

But its really not my fault. Half of it was his. And speaking of him I haven't heard from him since this morning, and that's probably why im in my feelings.

It's like he always puts everything else before me, and to me its not fair. I feel like im the only one putting work into this stupid ass relationship.

Sometimes I just feel so dumb and stupid!

My phone vibrated in my lap, causing me to sigh. As I looked down at it I saw a message from August, telling me that he was still at the studio.

I locked my phone not even wanting to be bothered with him anymore. Matter of fact, not even see him!

I really don't know why I put up with this shit. And to me, I believe that nobody should.

"Imma be back dont worry," were the last words that he had said to me before he left. No hug, no kiss, just words. Words that made me feel like he was doing something that he wasn't supposed to do.

I shook away my thoughts as I stood up and stretched. My body was aching from sitting there that long. I felt tired, and honestly I don't care for waiting on him any more.

I shouldn't even have to wait this long anways!

I went into my room, and closed the door before climbing into my warm, soft bed. As I closed my eyes, I heard the door open.

"Baybeh?"

I still had my eyes closed, as he walked over to me. I opened my eyes, and looked at him like he was stupid or something. "Why you here," I said with a little attitude in my voice.

"You asked fa me ta come ova right?"

I smacked my lips, wanting to smack him instead for his smart reply. I really didn't want to argue with him but he was honestly taking me there. "August, just don't talk to me. I'm not up for the bullshit today, nor ever!"

He sighed before pulling me onto his lap. "Baybeh what's wrong?"

"You! It's like you don't care about me or my feelings. You have me waiting on you every single day, and I be tired Aug."

Tears escaped from my eyes causing me to sigh from frustration. "Baybeh im sorry-"

"No your not, cause if you were you would of been stopped doing that!"

I climbed off of him and laid my head against the headboard, as I closed my eyes. Many thoughts were running through my head, and I honestly didn't want to believe them.

"Baybeh..."

I ignored him not because I was mad, but because I felt like I didn't want to respond to him. He sighed before climbing on top of me. "India," shaking my head, I opened my eyes.

"What?"

"I love you."

I nodded my head before closing my eyes. He kissed my lips multiple times, causing me to smirk but it quickly went into a frown. "August what do you want?"

He stale faced me, before climbing off of me. "I want my fucking girlfriend ta spend some time with me," he yelled. I rolled my eyes. Now he knows how I feel for once.

"See how I feel?"

He smacked his lips before getting up and leaving. I shrugged my shoulders not even wanting to entertain his little games. I simply just laid there thinking. Should I just move on?

That's the question that I asked myself a lot.

Sighing, I rolled my eyes as I wiped my eyes. I'm tired of crying, and tired of his shit. Imma just go to sleep, and hope that I can rest my mind.

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Short yeah I know.

Next chp go be in Aug p.o.v