Chapter 7

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*PERRIE'S POV*

I couldn't believe all this happened in just one day... How could I hurt my best friend like that? Her words still rang through my ears and it still pierced my heart. She saw us kiss... I knew she liked him but then again wouldn't she want me to be happy? I shook my head, my short hair bouncing around then slowly framing my face once again. No... I can't think like that. I ran my hand through my soft blonde hair as the feeling in my throat slowly appeared, my chest ached, and I kept swallowing hard keeping in the tears that wanted to fall. I hated feeling this way... but right now i had to focus on my best friend. The thing is, I have no idea where she went. So many thoughts and regrets were running through my mind it made me want to scream. I always kept it inside though; it was easier that way. But now i just wanted to let it all out.... Im sure Eleanor was okay. She had to be. What if she wasnt? Then im just going to sit here and cry? Thats when i feel the tear come down my cheek and i ran to the park. My legs just gave up and i fell on my knees on the soft grass, Why was this happening? Why am i thinking to much, about thing that might not be true?  Letting my feeling overwhelm me, I laid down and stared up at the shining stars, it was already dark... who knew how long ive been walking. Why couldnt i be a star though? Just sit up in the dark sky, making people feel better... not breaking their heart.

"Im sorry" I whispered more to myself and closed my eyes as i finally just let the tears fall. Why did crying have to be the way to make you feel better?

*LOUIS' POV*

"Don't you just love ice cream?" I smiled down at Eleanor as i watched her scoop up some vanilla ice cream on her spoon. I needed to make her feel better in any possible way. So why not ice cream? Ice cream makes everyone happy.

"Yeah of course i do, who doesnt?" She giggled looking up at me with those amazing brown eyes.  I shrugged as a smile tugged on my lips.

"Crazy people of course"  I said in a teasing tone as i took a bite of my strawberry cone.

"What if i didnt like ice cream?" 

"Then your crazy... duh!"

"Oh so you would think im crazy huh?"

"Maybe..."

We stopped talking for a moment as we both bursted into laughter. I was glad to see her smile and not cry... because of Zayn... Why would he even do that? Apparently you never really know a person... It kinda made me frustated... mad. He has no right to hurt her like that and how could he not notice when a girl likes him? Of course this might be my jealousy talking... Who knows?

"Lou, you alright?" I was snapped out my thoughts by Eleanor's sweet voice and I smiled once again.

"Im alright" I said before taking her small, free hand with my free hand and walking through the park, the moon lighting our way.

*ZAYN'S POV* 

"POWER RANGERS!" I yelled at the top of my lungs as i leaned in closer to the tv watching with full interest. This was amazing, i dont feel any guilt. I dont fee-

"Oh who am i kidding?" I interruppted my own thoughts and leaned back, of course i felt guilty. I felt horrible. But i hated saying all that or showing it, because then i felt selfish. Everyone else out there had worse problems, but here i am thinking i had it the worse. I sighed softly and stared at the TV, 

"I cant be no superman.... but for you i'd be superhuman" I sang softly and blinked a couple times, i cant be super anyhting... But i can be happy. I can be happy for the people who arent. I slowly stood up and walked to the kitchen. Thats what ill do! Ill make dinner and we can all talk and have a good time! Like the old times! Funny how the beach trip was only a day ago yet it felt like years. But im still determined, ill invte everyone. It will be like old times! No Drama! No Anything! Just a nice dinner with my friends, what can go wrong?

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