Written September 4,2015
I Dedicate this to my Father who is now in heaven.
I miss you.
Sadness
Loneliness
Bitterness
Darkness
I felt all of these when you were struggling
As you struggle, we also struggled
Fighting and hoping that you can make it through
Denying and clearing up my mind about the possibilities
I felt pain, we felt pain but one thing for sure
The pain you felt is more than what we can bare
If only we can let your pain subside
We'll do anything, everything just to lengthen the light
Sadness.....
I was filled with sadness seeing those pain in your eyes
I know deep in my heart that you love us from the start
I was sad when I knew the possibility that you can't make it through
I was sad when I have accepted that it is really the time to let you go
Loneliness.......
I felt so alone when you are not here anymore
Right beside you is where I wanted to stay
Those sleepless nights you were there for me that cares
The time when I wake up, your voice is the music that I always heard
Bitterness......
I always believed about forever
For I knew in my life you are the best man ever
It is because of you I realized and felt what truly love is
But right now, I don't think a man like you will still exist
Darkness......
I used to think about the future imagining you are still there
Spending holidays and celebrations together but.......
All of these things vanished in a sudden
When I saw you breathing deeply,until your last breath entails darkness
How will I imagine future knowing you will not be there?
The time you were gone I am drowning in tears
Together with the heavy rain singing through my ears
My world was down and shattered into pieces
The countless stars could tell when I look up into the darkness
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