The Love I Need [Niall Horan Love Story]-COMPLETE

Chapter twelve: stop

Harry's PVO

It's morning and Louis is not in the room. My drawer is open that I store my blade in and my sleeves are open to show my cuts and scars.

SHIT!!

I run into the kitchen to find Louis there crying his eyes out. I run over to him. I go for a hug but he pulls away. "WHY!" He chocked out screaming at me. I started to feel tears in my eyes. "P-ple-please d-don't be ma-mad." I said stuttering.

He said he was not going to be mad!

"Answer me!" He said demandingly. "I-I already di-did." I said back. Falling on my knees. Crying. "JUST STOP!" He screamed back at me. "Y-you said." I said back. "I NEVER PROMISED!" He screamed back.

And right there is what killed any piece of hope I had left!

He NEVER loved me!

"NEVER!" I screamed back standing up facing him. He shock his head. "Never!" He stated looking in my eyes. "Fine then I never l-l-loved yo-ya-you ether!" I stated back not even able to get out those words. And I completely lied. But the next one was never a lie. "I should have never told you I was moving. I should have just left in the middle of the night. And left the band. And killed myself. Cause I knew deep down. That you never ever would love a gay freak like me!" I stated very truthfully. I stared at his blue eyes. His eyes filled with softness. And more sadness. "Kill your self?" He questioned. And I nodded my head. "Yes because I knew that I was going after a straight guy that I was in love with knowing he will never love me back." I say back. He stared at me in shock. "You know what goodbye." I stated walking away up the stairs to my room.

I packed most of my stuff. I didn't need all that much.

After about five minutes I walked back in the kitchen to a still very shocked Louis. "Goodby, Louis I quit the band. And this maybe the last time I see you so any last words?" I ask. He nods his head.

"Don't die! Don't leave! I didn't mean what I said. I men't that I wouldn't be upset with you. But I am over that now. Please don't go and die........ please." He said the last word very quietly. I can see his new tears streaming down his face. "Sorry Louis but I won't be able to control myself around you. And what doesn't make it easier is seeing and hearing you." I say back. Putting my bag on the ground to out on my jacket.

After I put it on a very small body was wrapped around my waist.

He's making this so difficult!

"Let go Louis!" I say demandingly. He shakes his head. He squeezed me tighter. "Hug back!" He says.

No if I do I won't be able to let go!

"I can't." I say. He cry's out a sob. "Please stay don't leave me alone. I need you. I LOVE YOU!" He says. "I don't believe you." I mumble. He groans. An lets go. Looking in my eyes. "You realize you die I die too!" He states.

Stop lying to yourself Louis!

"Stop lying." I say. He has new tears building in his eyes. My eyes are burning full of tears. "I am not lying!" He states back at me. "Yes you are." I confirm back. "B-b-but I do. If I didn't I wouldn't be here right now I would be with Eleanor. But last I check I broke up with her because I wanted someone that I loved to love me back. And that's you!" He states pointing at me.

Is he telling the truth!

OR

Is he not telling the truth!

Why's this so hard!

"Please just stay with me!" He says pulling me closer to him! I groan. "Louis stop." I state trying to pull away. "NO!" He screams holding me tighter.

Why is he doing this to me!

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Louis PVO

I really do Love Harry I was upset when I saw the marks cause I knew I was the cause for them. It hurt. But when Harry started saying he wanted to uhh die. I lost all of my anger. I wanted to die. I caused him so much pain. But being with him made him happy. Then when he was leaving I couldn't let him go so I started hugging him.

I will never let him go. "Louis please just let go." Harry says again. "Until you promise your staying with me and that this is not the end of our existence. And you'll stay in the band. And you will never do it again. You know you can always tell me. For GODS shake Harry please don't leave me to rot in a HELLHOLE cause you left." I sate looking up at him. He looks away.

Should I give up?

I loosen on him. He keeps looking away. I completely let go taking a few steps back. "If you walk out that door right now. I will never be alive again." I state truthfully. He finally looks at me. His mouth drops open. "You wouldn't." He snarls. "Try me." I say back toward a knife. He gasps. "Okay, okay, okay. Please stop!" He says running towards me grabbing the knife out of my hand and throwing in the sink.

GOOD!!

"I love you so much. Just please no more." I say grabbing his hand. He nods his head.

Good!

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Niall's PVO

It's about 2 in the afternoon and Kat's still not answering my calls. Zayn is over. Liam seems pretty tense when Zayn's sits next to him. "Hey Niall." Liam says. I look up from my phone. "Why were uh you ignoring Kat yesterday?" He questions.

Well not cause I love her or anything.

"Cause we haven't really got to hang out just us in awhile with out any interruptions. So ya." I say smiling cheekily at him. Zayn put his arm around him. Liam starts to hide his face in his hands.

Is he blushing?

"Zayn I gotta ask you question come walk with me." I say standing up and Zayn lets go of Liam and tags along.

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Liam's PVO

I am do grateful that Niall thought I was blushing because of Zayn. But I wasn't.

RING

RING

RING

The doorbell starts to ring. "I GOT IT!" I scream walking towards the door. I peep out. It's Kat!

I open the door. "Hi Kat!" I say smiling at her. She looks at me with sad eyes. My smile turns upside down.

Why is she sad?

"Is Niall here?" She asked sounding really depressed. I nod my head. "NIALL DOOR!" I scream in the house. Then a leprechaun pops out of the kitchen door and his mouth is full of food. I laugh at him and motion him to come over. He walks over.

He swallows his food once he sees Kat. "Hey I have been trying to call you." He states poking her cheek. She giggles a sad giggle. I think he notices cause he pout turns into a frown. "You okay?" He asked her. "Ya can we talk?" She asked. He nodded mouthing to me. 'Be good' I laugh at him and shut the door behind him.

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So Niall and Kat are gonna have a talk.

You learn what Harry has been up to.

Will they ever be the same?

Liam's crush is getting worse.

Will he tell Zayn?

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