When we got to Becc's house, we dropped her and Henry off and waved goodbye. We drove home to our house and James opened my door for me to hop out. We walked inside our big Mansion like house and put our bag down at the door and I brought James upstairs into my room. I walked in first and noticed it was sooooo messy. "Ohhhh god... Hey, ah babe. Just wait out here for likeee 3-4 minutes...?" I said blocking the view to my room with the door half closed.
"Ha ha okay." He said smiling. I closed the door and looked in and sighed. I first opened my curtains to make the bright winter sun in. I picked up my stray clothes off the ground and stuffed them in my drawers. Put my shoes in my cupboard and quickly put my bed in better shape. Put my blankets over and spread all the wrinkles out. I open my door and gesture for James to come in. He looks around and sits down on a chair that is right next to my TV. "So, what you wanna do?" he says looking at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Ha ha idk..." I say looking at him with my face slightly away from his. He looks down at my lips and he starts sitting up, puts his hands on my waist and kisses me. Shit. He's touching my waist. He'll find out about me anorexia. Shit. I don't think about it too much and kiss him back, he pulls away after a few seconds and points out, "Wow, babe, your like, really skinny..." He looks down at were his hands are, and slightly lifts up my t-shirt to reveal my boney hips and ribcage. I push it down and say, "it... doesn't matter." I frown and sit down on my bed, with my head on my clenched fists.
"Are you okay?" he asks me sitting next to me.
"Ahh... yea?" I say looking up at him. "No. I'm not." He looks at me and gives me a big hug and says,
"I'm always here babe. If you ever want to talk about it."
"Thanks babe. Sorry I'm just weird and in a weird mood today." He doesn't know about my sister, well no one really does, except Becc's coz she knew Rosie before we found out. She visits her with me sometimes but says she shouldn't coz I should just see her on my own.
"Do you think I should go home now?" James says after and hour and a bit of talking.
"Yea, I just might have to go somewhere... soon..." I say standing up. He leaves my house with my mum driving him home and me to the hospital.
