Everything can come true

Chapter 23: cuts and I love yous

In 10 days I'm seeing One Direction. I am so nervous. I think I annoy my friends already but they all want videos from the concert.

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"Will you keep it?" Niall asks me.

"Of course," I replied.

When we arrived at the hotel I was the last one who was getting out of the car.

 Since the "talk" in the transition I haven't spoken with Harry, because I know that he will leave me.

The others all took the elevator but I preferred the stairs because it lasts longer and I could think more.

Will Niall ask me if I want to be with him again?

If so, he does it out of pity because Harry will brake up with me?

Will Harry ever brake up with me?

What does he want with me I'm fat, ugly and nothing can.

I am as always not good enough.

Only the second choice.

When I arrived in the room I took my notebook and began to write a song.

After half an hour I was done.

Only now I noticed that all the others are probably gone into a restaurant.

I took my cell phone and called Tom. (T = Tom, L = Leo)

T: Hi Leo has something happened?

L: Hi no it's nothing happened. I just wanted to ask where and when the next concert is?

T: tomorrow and here in Rome. Why?

L: I've written a song and wanted to sing it then if that was alright?

T: I'm going to do that. Have more fun. Bye.

L: Bye

I hung up and took my laptop and went into Twitter.

The only thing I saw there was hate.

A girl has posted a link on my sidethat went to a website that is called 'WehateLeonieJonesforever'.

The posts that were there were not nice.

You ugly cow disappear from the life of boys

We do not want you do not you see

You can nothing.

You're ugly, fat, and a bitch.

I closed the laptop because I could not take it anymore.

After a few minutes I got up and went into the bathroom and locked the door behind me.

I took my bag and took the blade out I always have.

I brought the blade to my left arm and scratched the words 'ugly' 'fat' and 'worthless' in my skin.

It was bleeding a lot.

I left it a bit further until you couldn't read the words no longer.

Then I washed my blood off and made that bad blood freely.

As the bathroom was clean, I went out and sat down on the couch.

Since I know that Harry wants nothing to do with me I can sleep poorly in one of the beds.

In one sleep Carina and Louis and Harry in the other.

I took the spare blankets and pillows out of the closet and lay down on the couch.

The next morning I woke up and looked at my cell phone watch.

It is 6:30 am

I stood up and noticed that I'm still in the belongings of yesterday, but that does not matter.

I took my phone and went into the hotel restaurant.

There was a buffet.

I took 2 pancakes and sat down at one of the empty tables, since I was the first.

After five minutes Harry came into the restaurant and took his food and sit down next to me.

"Leo, we need to talk," he said

"I know you no longer want to be with me. I understand it. "I brought the topic to the point

"No, I will not leave you. I have now waited so long to be with you. The child will not change the love I have for you. Leo I was just shocked at the moment and had to get everything go through the head. We are a family." He explained with a grin.

"So will not you leave me," I asked, confused.

"Why should I?" He turned the question.

"The child is not yours."

"That does not matter. After the child we can get many more children. "He grinned at the imagination.

I also had to bear in mind what it would be if we would have lots of little Harry and Leo walk around us.

The thought brought a smile to my face.

"I love you"

"I love you too," I replied to Harry's statement.

We kissed and Harry grabbed my left arm, which was below the table on my leg.

He took it and laid it on the table.

He looked at it and noticed the cut words.

"Leo you know you're not fat, ugly or worthless." He said, kissing all the words.