am I weird?

am i weird? 1

am I weird?
Chapter 1
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I woke up this morning feeling his presence. Well I'm not surprised, that's what I feel every morning in the past two years.
I wasn't sad about it, I was happy.
I smiled and opened my eyes. I looked out of the window and the sun hit me. I squinted with my eyes and slowly sat up on the bed.
I smiled once again when I saw his shadow in the corner. He's light cute hair, blue green eyes and pale skin. He's perfect for me.

-hey Evan I said while I rubbed my eyes. I knew he wouldn't give me an answer but still I love talking to him.

He's shadow slowly came closer to my bed. He sat next to me with a curved back.  I was breathing loud and smiled. He looked down and then turn his face to me and looked into my eyes. He put his hand on my neck and pulled me closer to him. The butterflies in my stomach woke up and flied
around. I swallowed. I came closer to him and he closed his eyes while he bulged his lips on mine and kissed me. I blushed.
I just got mine morning kiss I get every morning.
He stopped kissing me and I cough.
I took a deep breath and stood up. I stretched my arms and legs. I was on my way out from my room but I stopped at the door and looked at Evan. He sat there and kept looking down. I smiled and went out, I closed the door after me.

-hey sophie I made you breakfast, mom said while she came closer to me and kissed my forehead.
- good morning mommie, I said while I pulled the chair behind me to sit. Mom did the same.
I started to buttering my sandwich.
I chewed slowly.

- are you ready for the first day in school honey? Mom asked with a smile. Moms always so happy, she's my inspiration. She's so strong after dad died. I wish I could be more like her.

- I don't know mom, I don't have any friend
Mom sighed.
- please can you try to make new ones?
- yes mom I'll try.

I finished my breakfast, I stood up, took my plate and laid it on the counter. Mom looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and bend over to hug her.

"Ten minutes later"

- bye mommie see you later, love you .
I yelled while running out from the door. The cold rainy morning, I walked at the wet sidewalk. It was leafs everywhere. The wind blow across my red cheeks while I was breathing loud.
I heard foot step walking behind me, I turned around and saw that cute pale guy. I stopped and waited for him. He kept walking until he was beside me. He looked at me. I smiled. He just keeps looking at me. I looked into his eyes, they're really beautiful. I watched his long eyelashes go up and down while he blinked. I stopped looking into his eyes. I had my smile there where I left it. I took a deep breath and kept going. He followed. I slowly slide my hand into his and hold it. He kept looking straight ahead.
While we walked at the sidewalk in the cold morning I thought...

My life isn't perfect, my dad died last year, he had cancer. Moms trying to everything to keep that beautiful smile on her face. That smile doesn't hide all the suffer she have. I'm trying to make her feel happy. Still I don't have any friends, I'm 16 years old and schools going bad. New school, new me, new grades, new life.
I tear slide down my eye. Evan stopped, turned to me. His finger came closer to my eye, he dried that one tear I got. He then smiled for one second and turned back and kept walking again. I was confused, I didn't even notice the tear. He's amazing. I smiled and blushed.
He's so mysterious, I don't know why but that's amazing. I like mysterious. I was letting go of his hand and grabbed my phone inside my pocket to look at the clock. It was 07:58 and I started 08:00

- OH SHIT, I yelled and started to run. The only think I thought about that second was that I really didn't want to be late at the first day in school, and of course not to slip. I turned around to look for Evan while running. He wasn't there. My smile that was solid on my face had disappeared. I swallowed and kept running. I made it in time. I ran in to class and I was the only one who were new at this class.
And of course the teacher made me traduce myself and stay in front of strange people. Everyone was staring. I hate this, I hate when so many people are looking just me. I swallowed and opened my mouth but I didn't make any sound. I heard girls giggled and guys looking strange at me. I closed my eyes and tried to dream me out from this. I opened my eyes and saw Evan standing behind everyone. I looked for a long time at him. He smile and nodded. That smile I had came back on my face. Everyone looked back and didn't see him, they started to talk shit about me the first day. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I opened them and said
- my name is Sophie and I'm sixteen years old, I moved to this city last month and ehm.. I, I hope I'll have a good time here, thank you.  I smiled and the teacher told me where to sit
The reason I don't have any friend it's because they all thought I was psych, I talked to myself all the time. Well Evan is a special person and he's hiding from everyone all the time.
No one liked me in this school, no one talked to me or even looked at me. But that's all fine because I have my lovely Evan to talk to.

"This was my first chapter, I really really hope you'll like it, pls vote and comment. It'd mean the world to me. Thank you ❤️"

- zani