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The hot shower's cooled me down, but as I'm laying in bed I can't help but think about today.
I had fun with him yes, but he's not what I want right now. At least that's what I think.
He seems to be such a sweet guy but I don't want to get hurt, I don't want to go back there again feel all that empty-ness in me again.
That kiss. Oh God! The kiss, why did he kiss me...why so soon?
See this is what I'm talking about, the feeling of uncertainty. Not sure why things happened or how they will happen too. I've lost control before and I don't ever want to do it again...but at what cost?
I have to tell him that I can't do this. No matter how much I want to.
I turn to my side and face the window. Gazing past the sheer curtains to watch the stars twinkle I finally feel my eye lids get heavier.
CHASE'S P.O.V"Dude I'm telling you it's those rare moments of 'love at first sight' that are actually genuine. " I tell my brother, pushing my fingers through my hair letting it fall to one side.
"Are you sure though? You have this huge tenancy of picking things up pretty fast. Like right now, why did you kiss her. You literally just met her." He groans and takes a sip of his beer. "Just saying." He shrugs.
Adam is two years older than me but we're quite close. Especially after dad died. We talk about everything and anything but I don't get why he can't just be happy for me. I mean it has been a while since I dated and I'm always careful. Although I agree with him about the kissing thing. That was way too soon but I can't say I didn't enjoy it. Besides I was holding in the urge all day.
I can't wait for tomorrow. I will go step by step, I'll make sure of it because I really don't think I want to screw anything up with this girl. There's a connection between us and it's really powerful.
"Oh I found another one we can fix up. Want to do it tomorrow?" His brown eyes dilating from the alcohol.
"Sure. But I'll be a little late so just get started and I'll join you when I get back. What make is the bike?"
"It looks like an old BMW but I'm not sure which year it's from. It's almost wrecked completely. " his words begin to slur and I take that as our que to go to bed, plus it's twenty minutes past one.
"we should probably quit it for the night." He nods but his face holds a fake pout at my suggestion.
We leave the living room and I'm glad mum agreed to letting us have our rooms downstairs otherwise I would be practically lifting Adam up every step if she hadn't agreed.
I can barely wait to get to bed, it's been a long day surprisingly.
I pull the covers over myself and I immidiately drift off to thick sleep.
JAQUIE'S P.O.V
It feels so good to sleep in on Saturday. I love how the sun shines through my window every morning, it is the best way to wake up, well most of the time it is. Especially during days like this when there's no school including the holidays.
The smell of blueberry pancakes burst through the house filling the kitchen, and invades my nose and I can't help but welcome the sweet aroma.
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•TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE•
Teen FictionJaquie stumbles upon a life that she considers perfect when she meets Chase but isn't sure she wants to go on with it because it seems too good to be true.