Falling for tyshley

Chapter 43

Ashley's POV
Thank flipping God! I'm not pregnant it was just a really bad period. I don't know how I would have coped I still have panic attacks from Ryan, and It still crosses my mind if I was pregnant would the baby be his? I can't think like that I have a wedding to plan. But I still do and I can't stop it. Whenever someone touches me I jump, I wake up screaming for nightmares and find that there is no relief in waking up. It's scary being in fear every single day. Yes I feel safe with Tyler but that just reminds me of how lucky I am, if anything happened to him because of my messed up life I just can't think about it.
Tyler's POV
Ashley hasn't been very well, like me. I had just woke up and the twins were laying next to me but Ash wasn't. She said she was going to the shop, so I fed the twins and took the bins out. As I dropped one of the bins on the floor it ripped and I saw a pregnancy test box fall out, was it Ashley's?
Ashley's POV
I came home with shopping bags all over me "Ty! Will you help please!" I shouted scrambling through the door, "ash we need to talk" he said walking in to the living room "well if you could help me with his I would be done a lot quicker!" I screamed "of course" he said placing the bags on the table, "what do you want to talk about?" I asked "I found this" he said pulling a pregnancy box out my heart sank "ash are you pregnant?" He said "no! I said angrily "Ashley you don't need to lie to me! It's okay!" He said holding my hands "what I'm not pregnant!" I screamed standing up "Ashley stop lying!" He said standing up to me, I could sense that my breathing had quickened and that I started to shake, then I had a flashback
~flashback~
"Listen to me Ashley! If your pregnant I will kill you!" Ryan screamed at me
"Ryan I can't help if I am!" I said he pushed me
"Well you need to get an abortion then!" He screamed grabbing my neck
"That's murder Ryan!" I yelled
"So..." He laughed evilly
~End of flashback~
Tyler's POV
"Ashley!" I yelled at her as she continued screaming "please don't no!" She screamed tears falling out of her eyes "ahhhh!" She yelled covering he ears, she took her arms of her ears and scanned the room nervously before she jumped, she looked at me, I was holding her arm tear staining my cheeks, it's hard to see her like this, "I'm....so..sorry" she whispered "I'm not pregnant" she said wiping her cheeks "I know, what was that about ash please tell me I want to help you"I said pulling her in for a hug "you can't I'm scarred" she whispered in my ear.
A/N hope you liked this chapter! Sorry if anyone was disappointed with her bit being pregnant, we need to get the wedding over with first I think. I cried writing this!
Thankyouu babes!!
~Ruth XOX