You make me sick I hate you more than anyone you crime is greater than any other I trusted you I loved you I helped you I built a home and friendships with you we have been together since the beginning I should hate your partner in crime but his cause seemed so pure and innocent . even though I loved him and you all I feel is discust I'm discusted with myself Im sick to the stmach . All I feel for myself is hate and loathing I hate myself for trusting you one of my closest friends it is not the one I loved I hate it is only the one I trusted . All your actions made me think what am I if I can't even tell a rat from a parrot . For am I myself but only a bug squasched between fates heavy feet . What pain is worse than betrayal I ask myself allot. The answer is that all pain is,Because true and pure betrayal is numbness a numbness that starts in your soul and spreads through your body until there is nothing left of you but an empty shell .
Until this shell deteriorates as well ,and there is just nothing left of you. If this seems unbearable than think about the next phase.
Imagine that you like someone which should not be to hard. And than one of your best friends tells you for weeks that you two would look wonderful together than this guy or girl finally meets up with you and comes with a problem . This foremetioned problem is a chat between this friend and the person you like telling each other that they like each other and than almost getting together for your friend than to break it of. Imagine your friend is the disgusting coward that manages to break your trust , your heart , and than manages to break the heart of the person you like to than ultimately tear apart your sanity and your soul leading to a feeling like your beating heart gets ripped out of your chest .
