Prince of Blood

Chapter 6

A/N: hey guys!! This is Charlie's diary as I thought that you guys needed to know how they feel, maybe if u guys like this I can do a Renee diary or any other character you want, just leave it in the reviews or PM me

This isn't the best but u have to understand that Charlie isn't in the best frame of mind

~Huda 

Dear diary,

I fear that I may have lost my little girl in order to save my kingdom. I have never felt so helpless and ashamed in my whole life. Bells had to sacrifice herself to a monster to save us; when it should have been me giving myself up to save her and the people as their king and a father.

I can't believe that I am such a coward, as to let a young selfless brave courageous girl hand herself over to a vampire to keep my people and me safe.

She is my only daughter and just the thought of her ceasing to exist makes my want to drown myself. I had one duty as her father to keep her safe and happy, and look how I fail tremendously at both!!

The rest of the Cullens are amazing, but at the end of the day I know that they are powerless to stop Edward from hurting Bella just like us. Never once in my life had I thought that when I will be walking my daughter down the aisle it will be to her doom in the awaiting arms of an eager killer- a monster.

Last time I saw Edward he looked happy and a shadow of his father, but this time he is the further I have ever seen anything from humanity. What could have changed in the years since I last saw him? I even remember him playing with Isabella. The same girl who he is now hell bent on destroying. What happened to the playful gentle vampire?

My heart hopes that he return to his old self before he hurts my Bella; but because his family has given up I can't help but fear that there is no return for him.

I don't know what to do. May God help us all.

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