I look to those windows, I adore those birds that can fly freely without any hesitation and without even looking like an absurd bitch, without thinking if others would judge them, they are just doing what they like.
I suddenly spin my pen at the top of my desk, ang tagal matapos ng exam at ang sakit na sa mata ng mga nagkokopyahan, mga hada ng hada hindi naman tinatapos ang duties nila sa school then they would just build up their own corpo, the cheating corporation.
"Can I pass my paper? I'm already finish!" I declared "and others are not yet finish!... cheating" binulong ko yung bandang cheating.
"Yes miss Garcia you can pass it!"
"Thanks maam!" Lumabas ako magisa ng classroom as usual, iintayin ko pa ba ang so called "friends" ko. E mga plastic din naman sila, they judge me as if they know me. Wag na lang
"Lynne!" Somebody called from my back nilingon ko sya "Gusto ko lang isoli yung ballpen na pinahiram mo sakin!" Kablock ko pala, he borrowed a pen kanina, may itsura nga irisponsable naman napasok pero wala laging ballpen tsss, lagi na lang saking nanghihiram.
"You can keep it, lagi mo naman din yang hinihiram!" Magsasalita pa sana sya pero iniwan ko na. Nagdirediretso ako sa kotse ko
Pagopen ko ng backseat para ilagay yung laptop ko nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa nakita ko. Pinulot ko pa para makasigurado. Kinuha ko ang phone ko ng maconfirm kung ano yun.
"Vincent! What the heck? I told you, you can borrow my car pero hindi kayo dito magsex!" Inis kong sabi "gago ka talaga isusumbong kita kay papa, hindi na ba sapat ang baon mo para may panghotel or motel man lang kayo?"
Tinawanan lang ako ng gago kong kapatid sa kabilang telepono
"Ang OA mo ate, hindi ko nga naabot ang climax ni hindi man lang ako nagpenetrate sa takot kong baka madungisan ang kotse mo, we just did a foreplay!"
"Idol mo talaga ako no? Pano umuwi yung babae mo ng walang, walang .."
"Bra? Ate she's flat chested kaya siguro hanggang foreplay lang ako she merely doesnt need that bra!"
"Siraulo ka talaga! I'm sure you enjoyed it tapos nilait mo pa! Just wow Vincent sumusunod ka na sa yapak ni Kuya Kenth ah! I'll be very proud!" Sarakstiko kong sabi, tinawanan lang nya ulit ako.
Binabaan ko na sya ng telepono at nagsimula ng idrive ang kotse ko papunta sa apartment ko. Pagopen ko ng apartment tumambad lang naman ang topless kong, ano nga bang pwede kang itawag? "Kainitan ng katawan" that's weird with no class so let's just say he's my FUBU parang ganun almost a FUBU
"What are you doing here? I'm stress wag mo nang dagdagan kakatapos lang ng hell week!" Inirapan ko sya at binaba na ang bag ko.
"I cooked your dinner, would you mind to thank me?" Umiling ako "A kiss would be acceptable!"
Lunapit sya sakin and he rewarded me a passionate and smooth kiss, he bit my lower lip and he's driving me into sensation. I can feel the signs of his erection and it's turning me on as he explores my body as if he's in an asian cruise
"Stop!"
"What Lynne?"
"Look Carlo, I smell like a hell I told you I've been from a hell week "
"You'll experience heaven with me so dont worry!"
"Ligo lang muna ako!"
"Okay and then we will make love!"
"I'm sorry I dont make love I'm just doing sex!" And then I went to the washroom.
I will never attach myself to anyone. Never. I'm just doing this for pleasure, for plesure and not for a further heartbreak