Eight: Cause I Lost It All

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Quiet

I didn't want to get out of bed today.

Not even to eat.

I felt like I had a fever. I wanted to go outside but I was afraid I would collapse. But fuck it. I got up and luckily I didn't collapse. I went to the kitchen and sat on the counter. I heard footsteps and I got scared.

"Quiet?"

It was only Ashley.

"Ash? Aren't you supposed to be sleeping?"

"Yea but I couldn't sleep"

"Same. Do you have any medicine?"

"For what babe?"

"I feel like I have a fever"

"Its right here"

He reached into the cabinet and grabbed some NyQuil. I took it and I felt a little better.

"Thanks Ash"

"No problem princess"

We stared at each other for a while and I saw Ash leaning in. I leaned in and the next thing you know we were kissing. I felt explosions go off in my stomach.

He was my first and I'm glad.

But what if he's like the rest?

No he can't be.

But it's a possibility.

We pulled away and I felt my face getting hot.

I went back upstairs and I just layed on my bed. I played Evanescence on my phone and I started to sing along.

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

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THEY FINALLY KISSED!!!!!

Listen to: Bring Me To Life by Evanescence.

-Ally 🌸

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