It Started With a Coffee//S.M.

Chapter 12: suicide note? No its a goodbye letter.

NASH
"We need to get them to the hospital right now!" I said picking Liv up. I don't know why, but ever since I saw Liv I thought she was really pretty. I think I like her a little bit. I heard a door open and footsteps on the stairs. "N-Nash?" I heard Hayes say. "What!" I screamed looking up. He looked scared and like he had been crying. "I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell." I said as he nodded. "I-I'm sorry that I s-said that about Liv." He said looking down. "It's ok Hayes." I said back. "Now call 911!" I said sitting back down with Liv. He nodded and called

*when they get here*
"Sir is there any adults here?" The police man asked. "Yes, my mom, but she's the one who did this." I said looking down. "Ok well we're going to have to arrest her." He said walking into the house. I watched 2 officers walk out with my mom. "I'll kill them one day boys! You'll see!" She screamed getting into the car. Someone walked up to us. "The girls will be fine. Just some minor bruising other than that. They are fine! You can go sit with them. We put them in their room." They said. I guess it was a paramedic. I looked at Shawn and Hayes. We ran upstairs to see Ang sitting up talking to herself crying. Olivia with a cast on her left leg. She wasn't awake yet. "A-Ang why isn't she awake?" I asked her. She looked up. "They said she won't wake up for a day or 2. They also said she's slowly dying...." She whispered looking at Liv. "Sh-she's slowly dying?" I asked grabbing Liv's hand. Ang nodded. "They said it's too late..." She said looking back down. "B-but I thought they said she woke up?" Hayes said sitting on the other side of Liv as Shawn went and sat with Ang. "Sh-she did, she said to tell you guys stuff." Ang said handing each of us a piece of paper. "She wrote mine down and put it in this envelope. I refuse to open it." Angelina said showing us the envelope. I looked down at mine and read it:
Dear Nash,
I'm sorry it has to be like this. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm sorry if you miss me. I'm sorry for everything. I love you and I know you love me. It was very obvious. It's not hard to read you. You need to learn how to hide your feelings. I'd teach you but by the time you read this I'll probably be dead. I always hid my feelings. I didn't know how to tell people. I never had anyone to tell except for Ang. You're a great person, you'll find someone I promise. I know stuff that I didn't know before. I know that Hayes asked out Madison Beer. Oh wait shit I don't think you knew fuck! Well Hayes already found someone else so he's ready, set, go! I still can't believe he did that. I know some secrets about you guys too. I wanna know why you made a video of you rubbing peanut butter on your nipples. Jack J sent it to me earlier. Well back to reality. It's time for you to give my friend Joe his note. It's in another envelope Ang has. Also he lives back in my old town. All the details are on a piece of paper in the envelope Ang gave you so you could read this. Don't take this as goodbye. Take it as a 'see you soon' type thing. I love you Nash.

P.s. If someone miss treats anyone I love Ima reincarnate and beat the shit outta them and then die again.

Love your baby girl,
Liv <3

That's it she cares.

HAYES
My letter read:
Dear Hayes,
I lovED you until you betrayed me. Have fun with Thotison- I mean Madison! Yeah I know you asked her out. I know a lot more about you than I knew before. Like I know that you have some girls bra under you bed. Also I hope you know that I didn't cheat. You're very good at hiding your feelings. I don't know how you felt about me until you asked Madison out. I'll know everything you do. I don't care if you don't take this advice, but please do! Hayes just listen to me. You don't know what Madison's doing right at the moment do you? No you don't she's fucking another guy she sent me a photo. Your job is to give Jack J. his note. It's in the envelope with his name.

P.s. Go fuck yourself you bitch!
From the girl that's not good enough for you,
Olivia

Wow how harsh. She loved me and I didn't believe that she didn't cheat... DAMN IT.

SHAWN
Mine read:
Dear Shawn,
Never lose Ang. Don't hurt her or I'll reincarnate and kill you. Then I'll reincarnate you and kill you again. If Ang ever said she's breaking up with you tell her I said you aren't allowed to break up. Please never stop living the way you are. Be yourself and have fun. You'll be ok without me I promise. Ang might not be. You keep her from being stupid and making stupid choices. Keep Nash alive. Whatever you do DO NOT make stupid choices like I did and believe me what I did was bad. Don't tell Nash or Ang, but I made a bad choice and got myself into drugs. I quit when I moved, but I had a real problem. Now I'm trusting you take the next note Ang gives you to Jack G. Also make sure Ang reads hers. There's something very important in the envelope.
From your best biatch,
Liv<3

Ang needs to open that letter.

NASH
I started to cry once I finished reading it over and over.
I heard a groan. "Nash don't cry. I'm not going to let you hurt. You'll find someone! Just don't hurt over stupid little me." I heard someone behind me say. I looked back to see Liv was awake. "LIV?!" I screamed hugging her. "Shhhh Nash I'm right her for now." She calmed me. "I love you Liv!" I screeched kissing her. She kissed back. I heard a sigh from the door way. I parted to see Hayes crying. "So now you love my brother?" He said wiping his eyes. "Oh go fuck yourself Hayes. Oh wait even better why don't you fuck Madison. Oh and yeah go return that bra to the rightful owner!" She said smirking. He walked away with a scuff. "Stay with me beautiful?" I asked. "I wish it was that easy!" Liv said. "But it is baby girl. It is." I whispered. "Nash, the choice was made im sorry. I love you but goodbye....." She said closing her eyes again. She's dead. My life gone. She's gone. My love dead. 'Move on' she said. But I won't move on. 'Don't hurt' she said. But I do hurt. It's hard losing your loved one. It fucking sucks. Life fucking sucks. Life fucking sucks the neighbors hairy ass balls. "Don't think I'm leaving without a kiss." I heard someone say and then kiss me. Liv.......