Our life. The story of the new girl and the boy next door

Alex's story

So, after a great breakfast of pancakes and orange juice, Yum, we sat on my couch, And I told my story. "So here is the story. When I was 10, my mom and sister took me out to buy some stuff, and after we were going to get Dairy Queen. Well at the store I got behind them, and someone came up behind me and drugged me. The next thing I knew, I was in a room I had never seen, on a bed I had never seen." I started crying. Josh said "It's ok. You don't have to tell the story if you don't want. I don't want you to be sad." "No. I can do this, I'm ok. So anyway, I ran to the door and tried to get out. But it was locked, from the outside. I was stuck there. I collapsed on the bed, crying. The next day, he walked in. The guy who kidnapped me. I screamed and said 'I want to go home.' Then he came closer and closer to me, and kissed me. It was passionate and weird at once. I had no idea what was happening. Then, he deepened the kiss. And before I knew it, he had just raped me. Then he was gone. I got up, got my pj's back on and tried to fall back asleep. It didn't work, I ended up crying myself to sleep. Little did I know, that one mistake, would stay with me for the rest of my life. Over the next 2 months I had morning sickness. It was horrible not knowing. Sooner or later he found out, and then, my 6 year old daughter Jamie was born. And I took all his money and ran with Jamie. When I saw this house I fell in love. I scored a play date for Jamie with the neighbors kids. Look I understand that the whole thing is kinda a big turn off. So if you don't want to see me again I understand." I said. "The fact that you had the guts to tell me all of that makes me love you even more." Then, he kissed me it wasn't weird at all it was just passionate. I broke away, he looked at me confused. I went back in and he deepened it right away. Then we had sex. I can't quite remember if he used a condom or not. What if I get pregnant again?