Anguish, fear, frustration, longing, and love all escaped as the dam holding my feelings in finally cracked and broke, like built up water pressure everything came rushing out into long body racking sobs. As the first one left Nic flipped us so I was laying on his chest kissing away tears and whispering that he was sorry and, he loved me for me, he was angry with how things turned out with Katrina and drunk that he lashed out at me. Later when my eyes hurt and I was panting for breath we just laid there holding each other for dear life afraid the other would just be a dream or a nightmare form hell. Nic was the first to break the silence "never again are you leaving me if you do I will hunt you down and tie you to my bed where you will stay for the rest of our eternity" he growled into my ear biting down lightly on the shell making me shiver. I pulled back to look him in the eyes before replying "if you ever and I mean ever treat me or say anything like that to me I will castrate you and shove wolfsbane down your throat until you coke on it" he gulped and nodded his head knowing full and well that I would do it . Looking around the destroyed livingroom I growled glaring at Nic "I just got this place" he just chuckled at me "don't worry love I'll put it all back together again" he reassured me before kissing me.