The Ariana grande wish

" Mum but I have to go! " I screamed. 

" We cant , it is your uncles wedding and we are in a money problem to fly all the way to America just for one little song! Sweetie dont worry, maybe we can go next time" mum said. 

I ran upstairs as fast as I could to my bedroom , I couldn't believe what my mum just said! I have always wanted to go to an Ariana Grande concert in my whole live. She is just pure perfection, her voice is like an angel and her love for everyone and everything is just like puppy love! Her style is like a cute little girl and her everything is just everything! I am her biggest arianator ever, I think I should be in Guinness book of records. Ariana never actually had any concerts yet and my parents are always saying : if she has a concert then we can go, but as you heard my mum say we can't, it's a no!! I even got mad at her because she disrespected Ariana. Ariana sings a million songs on a concert and does one of the coolest ones! I layed on my bed and teared my posters of the wall. My mascara dripped and stained on the bed sheet which was Ariana. My mascara dropped just under Ariana's eye so it looked like she was crying as well.

I might as well got my stuffed animals and fell asleep the other day... I have always wanted to see Ariana, get her autograph, a picture of us together and then never wash my t- shirt after she hugged me!  

The months went really fast and I started to notice that the concert was the same day as my uncles wedding. My uncles wedding was in London and I live in Oxford. We where in the black cab and ofcourse it started to rain. It felt like earth was also sad for me, that I couldn't go to the concert. I felt like crying. The weather was dark and cloudy and everything inside me was dull, old, black and nastiness was crawling around. The cab stopped. 

" £47 please" the driver said. 

" Well you are lucky Sir because that was my last money for today!" mum said. 

I looked down to the ground sadly, thinking about that horrible past. I lived in a huge, modern palace, with an adorable back garden. It was just like a palace what every little girl dreams to live in! But then the law broke us apart. I was as fragile as glass so I broke into pieces that day. I still have that anger inside me sinds I was 4 but now that Ariana grande is my idol she is slowly healing me. And that's why I have to meet her and just have a nice day in L.A with my mum and Ariana. It is a dream. Im never letting go of that dream or let the pieces break that are slowly healing. 

We stepped out of the cab and looked straight towards a big hotel that looked like a palace. 

" Wow " I said , looking at all the detail carved into the brick building. 

Mum and me stared at it a long time until a man came outside to let us in. 

There were people in a range of sizes and dressed up neatly. Mum and me were actually in jogging trousers with a t shirt and a vest which was too small for me. The wedding was actually very boring, iswas just sitting there on the dinner table thinking how it would be to go to a concert and meet Ariana!  

" Hey, Lizzy, I haven't seen you along time sinds you were -"  

I didn't let my uncle finish the sentence. Of course not! It's not my fault that I didn't see him, it was the law's fault.  

" Bye bye uncle Smith " I said grumpy  

" Well you have changed a lot sinds you were 4 , what is the matter with you Liz ? " he said. 

I looked at him a cruel eye. 

" I wanted to go to this concert of Ariana grande, my idol because she is slowly healing me about the past and mum says we don't have the money to go to America. Now I don't have any posters of Ariana and I only have a dirty bed sheet of her :(....." I said.