RECAP OF THE LAST CHAPTER!?!?
" no one...." he then laid me down, he climbed over me and then he got real close. our noses were touching, I could feel my cheeks burning up, heart racing, and his heart skipping.Was he going to go through with it..?
CONTINUED!!!
He got off and left the room, i didnt want to upset him, i just was unsure if i wanted to kiss anyone yet. i quietly got up and went to our childhood hideout, the Attic! just as i suspected he was there holding a picture of us in his hand. He rolled up his sleeves still unaware i was there and i saw something i never had noticed before......Scars. I coughed and he turned to look at me. In panic i sat next to him gently hoping he wouldnt kick me out. I decided to take his hands in mine as i pulled up his sleeves a bit further. I dragged a finger gently down his scars to see him cringe in pain i stopped immediately.
" why miles? im here for you.... you know that, ill always listen, and support you. i know its hard and my words wont mean much now but please...just tell me whats wrong? " i said, i noticed a tear roll off his big blue eyes. His eyes began to redden, i hugged him tightly.
" you see that small baby in the carriage next to my mom?" he began to explain pointing to a small infant, i nodded slightly. " That's my sister, when my dad left he took her and about four months ago we got a call saying she was murdered." I began to cry, balling my eyes out i had to hug him. After ten minutes of just hugging him, we both stood up and went to his room. He handed me a big T-shirt and some sweats to wear to sleep, i went and got changed in the bathroom as he changed in his room. He was rather muscular, since he slept shirtless i was able to take that note. I slid into his bed, sitting on his bed i looked around and noticed his phone has 45 messages, 29 calls, and 26 voicemail's. He didnt answer his phone AT ALL literally. I kept hearing it ring and vibrate, he noticed how annoying it got so he threw his phone at me and exclaimed, " You can read all the messages, You can even tell them to leave me alone cuz im with someone special." 'what he never lets me touch his phone.... now hes letting me answer or even read the messages' i thought to myself. he sharply turned around and yelled " then turn it off i hate when im with someone and its always fucking vibrating!" he wasnt the type to curse but this was accidental.he jumped into bed and I saw chealseas messages... and opened it. heres how it went:
Him: stop texting me! i dont like you anymore dayum!!!
Her: Aw stop it! you're just teasing! ;)
him: " no trust me im not leave me alone!!"
Her: " Fine go hang out with that chick destrey? destiny? shes too uncool for you anyway!!"
I almost began to cry...but for his safety i decided not to show him. ' k i know shes uncool just leave ma alone im with someone special' i sent then gave him his phone back. i realized i forgot to delete the message i just sent... im so stupid he took a quick glance over the messages and noticed what chealsea wrote.
" destiny?" he called out. i pretended to be asleep but he knew i wasnt actually sleeping. " Des, i know you're awake, just stop and tell me why she bothers you so much..."
" because... i.... ( love you...) think shes going to end up taking you from me and i cant let that happen....i didnt want to tell you because i didnt think you cared...." i sat up and looked directly into his big blue eyes he gave me the ' are you kidding me face'. " nevermind im sorry i knew it was stupid."i laid back down and closed my eyes pretending to sleep but i was actually hiding my tears, i sensed him get up... but this time i heard the door SLAM shut.....
