Omaha Squad Imagines and Preferences

You have Hate/Insecurities (Any Boy) (Please Read) (Song Imagine )

A/N : I believe everyone is insecure in some way, whether it is acne, your hair, body type, the way you sing or talk; everyone has it, it's not nice to show hate and to judge a book by its cover. If you have something you want to talk about please message me whether it's eating disorder/ anxiety/ insecurities
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When I say Y/I it mean ur insecurity;food disorder/ anxiety ect...
Your POV
I stare at me reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing myself on a tiny error
You came home crying one more day
One after the other
Bullying from the haters for Y/I
Even after it's over you still get hate
You cut, you don't know why but it almost numbs the pain because your feel as if everything is your fault
-3 months ago-
He had just dropped you off at home because you and the rest of the boys went to a fancy dinner out in town,
You got dressed up you felt sexy, confident and fierce!
Your makeup on point with the eye liner, mascara, contour and highlight...like damn!
"Absolutely stunning, you seriously shine brighter than any other star tonight" he said staring into your eyes
You went to dinner had a great time laughing with the boys, and you felt you had found you place in life. Until it happened
Memories started flooding back in
Y/I
You run into the bathroom in the middle of the dinner, everyone looks as you leave. You stare into the full length mirror and see nothing but Y/I.
" Why? Why tonight? Why can't I feel confident and normal like every other girl out there?" You thought to yourself You heard a knock on the door
So you fixed your makeup and opened the door to him.
Once you saw him look into your eyes,  you start balling again.
He hugs your waist and gives your soft kisses on your shoulder as you cry because he knows. He knows what's wrong.
You and him had been going out for about6 or 7 months and you got so much hate, that when a second you get confidence for once, haters bring you down...
I nearly left myself on the shelf
No no no no no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
"Babe look at me" he said
"I love you, you are perfect to me! Who cares what they say, you are your own person unique and perfect, I love everything about you even Y/I
I think it makes you who you are today
I love the way your hair flows in the wind when I drive with the sunroof,
I love the way your eyes sparkle and how your personality will shine through any star out there, you complete me
You have a great sense of humor and you have most importantly have my heart because you take my breath away whether your in sweats or stilettos.
I'm sorry I haven't been there for you when you needed me. I promise I will be here for you, when you need a shoulder to cry on, I'm here." He finishes and you were balling crying not befuddle your felt insecure but because you felt beautiful! You felt better than any other model or person out there because of him this one moment in time.
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, it's okay not to be okay, sometimes it's hard to follow your heart, tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising, just be true to who your are
But 3 months later, you couldn't take it
You look out your window because you just left his house and you could t take the haters so you broke it off with him, hoping you would fine so peace of mind knowing they aren't always looking down at you guys as a couple.
You already took 10 cuts on your wrist
5 on your right hip
5 in your left hip
You got 5 pills for your Y/I and 5 pills for the haters
After cutting you looked in the mirror again and saw who you are, Y/I, that all what's you saw as yourself, you gulped down 2 pills now
Brushing my hair-do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould
The more I try the less it's working
Cause everything inside me screams
No no no no no...
"Princess! Just put down the pills" he screamed as he barged into your room
"I-i can't do this, they are so hateful and mean down to there core, to say those things"
He walked up to you took the pills out of your hand, lead you to the bathroom, cleaning your cuts, he kissed them and mumbling things he said e loved about you.
"Your smile"
"Your beautiful face"
"You make me smile every time I see you "
He went on and he almost as if formed your heart back together from the million of pieces the haters broke it into...
He made you fall back in love with him forgetting about the haters for 1 moment in time
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is deceiving, it's okay not be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart BUT tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising
THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH WHO YOU ARE!
He sang that little part of the song you to
You guys staying hugging each other his arms around your shoulders, chin resting on your head with your arms wrapping around his torso swaying back and forth.
"I love you to the bone"
"Forever and always babe"
"Because I love you just the way you are"

Hope you liked it!
I worked hard on this one!!
-Adrianna