Come Back...Be Here

The first chapter of my first Youtuber Fanfiction :') 

*Random P.O.V.*

When you find love, you get lost in it. You don’t really think about yourself but more about him or her. When you find the right person, your happiness doesn’t matter anymore, you only care about theirs. You’ll do anything to make them happy. A simple love story starts out by having an odd feeling in your stomach. The feeling resembles a lot to how you feel before doing a public announcement or presentation. That feeling develops into a crush. If you are brave, your crush might soon become your friend. Some people only stay in the friend zone with their crush. Some of them might have the courage to ask out their crush. Then you move on to your first date. If your first date goes well, then you are sure to have many afterwards. When the love between the couple grows founder, they express it to each other. Different cultures show it different ways. Some give the girl a promise ring, some have their first kiss and some have more. Nevertheless, the love is always the same. They are your number one priority. Though some may let their lovers fall in love with another girl or move away for a long period of time. All this time, the feeling never leaves.

*Y/N P.O.V.*

I woke up to a very loud bang downstairs. I looked to the right side of the bed to see if Caspar was there. The only thing left was the mark his body left into the mattress. Why would he be up so early in the morning? It was only 4 a.m. and we had work to be at later on this day. I made my way downstairs where I heard the banging. All the lights but one was on. I walked towards the light which was in the kitchen.

“Caspar?” I asked

“(Y/N)!” He seemed surprised of my appearance

“What are you doing?” I rubbed my eyes to get a better view

That’s when I noticed that Caspar was packing multiple stuffs into a suitcase. I had a weird feeling in my stomach that didn’t feel right. This wasn’t the crushy-wushy feeling but more like the oh no feeling. Was he leaving me? He just ignored me and continued to pack.

“Caspar.”

“What (Y/N)?” he shouted

“Where” I start to say, “where are you going?”

“I need to go. I need to go back to my home; South Africa. I want to visit the world more without having anything to come back for. I was going to tell you in the evening but you beat me to it.”

“So you were going to tell me and then what, leave?” I angrily said

“(Y/N), I love you and I always will but I need to do stuff on my own for a bit. I need to live life and explore stuff on my own for a while without any distractions.”

“Since when am I a distraction?”

“This sounded a lot better when I said it in my head.” He mumbled

“All of this,” I motioned between us, “ is over because you simply want to travel the world?”

“Yes,” he whispered loud enough so I could hear him.

“Two years of my life I spent with you and all you do is repay me by leaving me on my own. Nice to know you care Caspar. You know what? Go ahead, have fun on your own. Leave right now if you want. But just know that I won’t be welcoming you back here when you’re poor and can’t afford to travel anymore.”

“Erm…”he started to say

“You have money, book yourself an earlier flight.” I shouted at him

He took his bags and made his way out of the door, out of my house forever. I would never get to wake up to his beautiful face ever again because he wanted to be on his own. He didn’t even bother to ask me to come with him. I would have said yes in a minute. As my knees hit the ground and the tears streamed down my face, I heard his car swerve out of drive way. That will be the last time that I will ever see him again.