It kills me.

When We Met.

I met coy during my 7th grade year. It was love at first sight. But he didn't know me & i didn't know him. We became friends quickly. We went on a field trip. The whole 7th grade did. After school he walked up to me & asked me out. Of course i said yes. But it only lasted for 3 days. Then he moved on but we were still really close as friends. On my birthday that year he broke up with his girlfriend, Makayla. About a week later he asked me out again! I said yes again, but this time only lasted 2 weeks. He was the sweetest guy that i met. He was the only boyfriend that i have ever had that year. After two weeks we broke up again! I was so heartbroken, but then again we were still really great friends. After that happened he dated this girl for about 5 months. During those 5 months i didn't want to speak to him. All because he was dating her. After 5 1/2 months she dumped him. He didn't come to school for about a week. So then he didn't date anyone till he started liking me on may 20th. All this time since the day i met him i always had a crush on him. And he knew that. So then again we started to date on the 20 of May. And it was almost summer but i didn't understand why he liked me again. So we dated till school ended. On the very last day of school he walked me home & we went to get McDonald will all our friends. After that we hung out together all summer long. Now that 8th grade was about the start he wanted to break up with me, i asked him why, he told me & i changed that so we can still be together. Your maybe wondering what he wanted to break up with me was because i got into smoking. But I stopped so i can be with him. We are still together after all the stupid stuff we did together. One year down and still counting. This morning i went to his football game ( i always go to his games ) but this game was different. He was out of the game for the rest of the game. He keep holding his neck, i asked him what happened and he got a concussion. I was scared like no other. He has never gotten a concussion before. So he laid his head on my stomach till the game was over. Later he texted him he was heading to the hospital. I told my parents and they took me up there to see him. His parents were glad to see me. I spent my whole afternoon with him. After he got out of the hospital we went out for ice cream and saw a movie at my house. Right now he is laying with me on the couch asleep.