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Jades p.o.v
I was shocked by who was at the door it was Sammy
I really missed you sis Sammy said, me too I'm just really in a bad place right now.
Yea I know Ava told me that's why I came and because I wanna keep you safe, now do you want me to go beat him up
No Sammy it's fine, I'm just really glad your here and that I have an couch
Oh so I get the couch Sammy said
Well yeah I don't allow boys to stay in my bed I laughed while saying it
Fine, I'll just sleep here for the rest of the week
Yup and you stay there for the Rest of the week, maybe I'll stay for a week
Okay, well goodnight sis love ya
Yeah yeah yeah love ya too!
~the next day~
So the next day I got up at like 6:36Am weird right usually I wake up after Sammy but I guess too much is on my mind.....
So I got off the bed and started to head to the bathroom when I started to cry, I guess I feel like I lost my best friend, my first love, I just wish I never came and I wish I never met Hayes Benjamin Grier in the first place, I screamed the last part and dropped down on the bathroom floor crying extremely hard when I heard footsteps coming to the bathroom door
It's okay I'm here I'm here sam's here for you sis,no one is going to hurt you, I promise as he said coming to the bathroom floor where I was and kept hugging me and rocking us back and forth, we stayed like that for a while until I fell asleep in his arms....
I woke up on my bed and Sam was gone I guess he went to go get food to eat, it was only 1:30PM and I was starving so I decided to go get something to eat.
I got up form bed again and headed to the washroom I didn't really have the energy to cry anymore so I held back the tears, so I got my cloths and changed, I put my hair in a high ponytail and got my grey sweatpants and my grey crop top and wore that, I got my purse and some money and the key card for the room, my car keys if I wanted to go anywhere fancy or just leave, then I started to head out of the hotel room but I got hit with a curveball, I saw the person I didn't really wanna see walk out of he's room
HAYES
just great I said out loud
What! I'm not That happy to see you either Hayes said
Why your the one that broke my heart and shattered it into one million pieces!
Well it's not my fault that you can't handle life
As we shouted at each other
You know your right it's totally not your fault that you made me fall in love with you and im still am, I honestly I guess I can't stop,I looked down and whispered that last part but Hayes heard me anyways
Well I'm guess I am to but like it's hard jade I acted like a total doushbag and I. Sorry I really don't know why I guess it's hard and I can't handle my angry anymore I still love you jade as he said Looking down as well
Hayes if it's hard maybe it's best if we just stay friends and have no connection
Maybe it's the best as he said walking in the other direction as I started to walk in the other direction
I starts to tear up a little bit and saying these last words as I walked down the hall I can't seem to master of the art of letting you go
As I shed a tear as it rolled down to my cheek...
Hayes p.o.v
As we walked into different directions I said these last words
I can't let you go I love you too much, I wish you were mine again...
But that will never happened, time to move on Hayes...
As I reached the end of the hall I went straight to the elevator and pressed the L button for level, as I Reached the level I saw the guys going out and getting to go get something to eat I tagged along I need some time to think about me for a change, not to keep my girlfriend happy or any girl, just about me maybe I need to worry about me for a change, if its destiny we will meet again.
Jades p.o.v
I wish he was mine again but if we meet again it could be destiny, I need to start thinking about me for a change just me, I don't need to impress my boyfriend or any guy I'm free
As I reached the end of the hall I went straight to the elevator and pressed the L button for it to go to the Main level when I got out of the elevator I got a call it was from jack
Hey jack what's up
Oh nothing me and the guys wanted to know if you wanted to go and get something to eat
Umm
Come on it will be fun were going out for ice cream after
Sounds good to me
Great there will be a limo downstairs be ready in 5
Okay see you there
After I said that the call ended
I wondered if Hayes was going to be there, probably not he's a slow walker than me
So I started to walk near the limo outside near the front of the hotel I saw the limo pull up but no guys maybe there running late so while I waited for them which seemed like in forever, I texted sam that I was going out with the boys, but no reply
Maybe he went back up to the hotel room and slept
I waited 5 more minutes when I turned around and saw the guys walk up which I saw all of them which I'm not happy about
There was:
Nash
Jack.j
Jack.g
Taylor
Arron
Matthew
Hayes
Carter
Shawn
Cameron
Yup all of those faces i saw!
Hey you ready gilinsky said
Yup, since I waited here for at least 15 minutes
I'm so sorry we had to find Hayes, don't worry I won't let him bother you
No it's fine we smoothed things out we decided to keep things cool and stay friends
Great so let's go
But thanks for the protection anyways
Any time any day, I'm here for you I guess that's what's fake brothers are for
What jack meant by that is I could never date them there my brothers and I'm there sister
So yea just all one big family and one friend, I guess.
When we all got in the limo I must say its pretty big it has 4 rows of seats:
Cameron, Nash, jack.j, jack.g sat beside each other
Carter,Shawn,Arron,Taylor sat together
Matthew sat in the front seat with the driver
And me and Hayes in the back, but I never expected me and him to talk a lot during the car ride I guess us staying friends was a great Idea I guess, even Though I miss him more than a friend, we Talked about school the boys and even us, it was awkward talking about our relationship until it got even worse,
He told me how during the first week he was here he kissed another girl and how it was a huge mistake and her never told me until know the reason he kissed was to see if he actually liked me which I got hurt by what he said and I started to tear up, I knew if I told you jade you would act out and wouldn't ever talk to me again as Hayes said but I really wasn't listening I was just distracted about what he said earlier he kissed that girl because he wasn't sure if he had feelings for me
I'm not sure if I can keep going with this.....
