The life of a nation is cruel and we all have learned that while growing up in the past centuries on this weird planet we called earth and which we know is our home till the end of our days even if we don't know when that will be?
Germany knew since it was very hecktic when he grew up which was not long after the congres of Vienna which had been a weird time where a lot of things happened that people didn't see coming when they were there decided. The place where he would grow up would also be one of the areas that would get in the up coming protests and the wars that followed those.
He was 12 when the war against Denmark began. Which wasn't something abnormal since many of us had to start whit trainings and fighting in wars way earlier than that but it was the surcomstances that made it a whole lot different since he had recently lost all of his memories of the years before and he had to learn everything he had know before all over again. He had very little of his old memory back and knew barely something when he was there but fought in the war which was to his luck a war they have won.
The fact that Germany hadn't any memory of what had happened and he looked and acted a lot like Holy Rome many people believe that he could be the dead country so proving that the little boy so many people loved was still alive. No one could prove what they thought and slowly they started to move on since many of them said that they realised that even if he was Holy Rome that they would never be able to recover his memories about that time.
From many sources who have told me that he had emotionally a hard time as a littlle boy without any memories of the previous years at all and it really seemed to be a problem to him that he didn't remember half of his life. His brother told me that he kept asking what had happened before he was found near a battle field in what used to be the Holy Roman Empire in the year 1804.
Prussia didn't want to tell him much about the time before that since he wasn't sure if Germany was his little brother who presumed to be death. We never found the body of the young nation so we don't know. So he told Germany stories that were as vague as possible but did include little details so he could slowly remember things.
Something Germany himself told me was that he knew how people had reacted to the appearance if his older brother. The german also knew what he did to him and he told me that he never had the courage to tell his brother that he knew about what the villagers did to him.
Many nations say that he wanted revenge on what the people of his brother's country had done and wwanted that as soon as possibel but it still took him untill 1914 to get his hands on someone who he was allowed to punish since it was a rule that if a representation lost a battle that the winner could beat them and that is what happened.
They also say that what has happened between them in worldwar II that it would have only been because he boss had forces him to do that as revenge on what the country of Belgium had done in WO I.
He himself never confirmed if the rumour everyone was telling was true or not. Which to this day make people wonder if it has been the real reaseon behind everything that had been going on. Everyone who really knew what was going on between them had already died in the past century and the person who was the victim of all of this had also died in the past century as well. It is really sad since I really wanted to know what was the real reason behind that would have made someone as forgiving as the person he had hurted in the past take the hate she had for him in her grave.
There is somthing else that bothers me though and that is the fact that people keep saying that Germany had only one friend during his long life on this planet. It bothers me why people keep believing it even if the person himself kept telling everyone that it wasn't true at all and that he did have other friends beside Italy.
What is true is that the Italian was the german's first friend and remained that till like a year after that they became friends. That is when he met Japan and not long after that the two of them became really close friends since the two of them shared the same opinion on a lot of things. Germany said that he couldn't really tell why people believed after he told that it wasn't true at all.
Germany could be intimidating to some people but talking to him not long after his husband went missing showed a completly different person than I was used to see during the meetings and who I got to know over the years. He showed his kind sude but also how a big and strong guy like him also had a soft spot and that he actually can be a very sensative person.
He himself was completly devastated when he realised that his newlyled husband had dissapeared during the party after the wedding ceremony. I would love to go in detail about this but I can't since I wasn't told that much about it by others who loved to kept their stories very vague and with little things I would use to get wiser and Germany himself I wouldn't ask much about it since it was very sensative to him and I didn't want to bring him into a depression or something like that.
It was kind of frustrating that people didn't want to tell me much about it since it didn't help me at all and I don't know much about what had happened that day since I had been ill. I didn't want to force them to tell me what had happened since I can understand that it can be a very sensative thing to them and that it can be that included things that they may not want to tell me since they didn't know me that well and I completly understand that and I am not mad at all
All by all it seemed that Germany like many others that have went before him, left it to the death to tell who he was and what he had felt. Most people either kept that to themselves or told someone who died or a death person who they really were. The blonde german did a combination of both. He and the death were the only people who could tell me about the real him but they were all death so I couldn't ask any of them to tell me. No one knew what was in his heart and mind. It was to others to guess what could have gone through the guy's head when he was still alive and kicking.
Litlle did I know that Antwerp's little sister did mention a lot about the way younger blonde german in the book that explained her whole life. Antoon or Antwerp depends on how you want to call him had to point it out in the very thick book otherwise I wouldn't have known about it at all.
We were both surprised about how she wrote about him in her book. It was really surprising to read that she didn't say anything bad about him at all or mention what he did. This was weird sine we both knew how the brunet had acted to him while she was alive because of what had happened in the past.
She said and I qoute: ' Much to popular believe is that people think we don't get along at all and that we hate each other which is not true at all. I really don't hate Germany at all. I don't trust him that much anymore after what he has done in the past to me but I really don't hate him at all. Honestly I don't have a reason to.
People may find it weird to read this from me since like i i said many assumed that i hated him because how I acted towards him when I lived. Yes I am well aware that I am going to die since I think the killer will not spare any couple their lives.
He is nice guy and I know that he didn't mean to do what he did back than. I knew that he wanted revenge of what people had done to his brother in the past. I know what they did since I was one of the few who Prussia had told what was going on back than. I understand that situation since I have been in that one as well and that is why I understand why he wanted revenge. It is a normal thing to do since I would have done the same it that had happened to my siblings.
I am pretty sure that he isn't Holy Rome like most people believe since some of his personality is pretty different from how Holy Rome used to be but of course I can be wrong about it and Germany can be him but I am pretty sure he isn't.
Maybe for own reasons or not but I am one of the very few who don't believe it even though I would have loved to but in my heart I just know that it isn't him and now everything is going fine again I promised myself that I would listen to my heart again.
Germany said that he himself didn't believe the theory of him being holy Rome because he had some memory from before he was found. Even it was very little memory that was left he was still able to remember talking to Holy Rome and even see him dying.
He told me that he didn't want to tell the others since that the death of Holy Rome was still a very painfull subject to a lot of the countries and he didn't want to hurt their feelings by telling it. Even after so many years it remains a very sensative subject to them. Germany didn't want to see them cry so he hoped people would just get over it soon.
He said that he had been raised by his grandfather until the empire died and after that lived mostly alone whit his brother checking up on him from time to time to make sure he was okay. Prussia is also the one who told him that.
Luwdig said that the day his oldest brother died that he was there. His memory is fuzzy after that and he doesn't remember anything untill Prussia found him there passed out on the ground.
He said that he knows the things I have written down.
I even trust someone who is like a little brother to me in the man's hand because I know that the guy will do everything to keep him safe and seeing that he puts his words into deeds.
That is why I trust him with Italy because it seems that he is able to keep the promises he made with Italy and well if he does who am I to keep him away from the person he loves so much.
Italy seems to like him very much too so even if I didn't like him it wouldn't have been fair towards him since who am I to say to him that he can't be with the person he loved the most.'
I myself and also her older brother were surprised to read about what she had written down. Both the way she discribed Germany since she didn't got along with him at all but also the theory she proposed.
We asked Germany about what was written in the up to that point unpublished book about the life of the long dead capital of a small conintent that people call Europe.
Germany confirmed the info that was on the pages of the book that we had showed him. We did let him read it since we thought that it was the best way and it is part of a book and books are meant to be read.
He was glad that finally someone else knew about how he had felt over the past years but even decades. The german said that he was thankfull that she had written it down for everyone to read.
The blonde said that he felt guiltly that he was never able to tell Italy about the truth since he knew how sensative the subject of Holy Rome was to him and he said that he would have been heartbroken to see him cry.
And that is the last thing he wanted to do so he left the situation with the whole Holy Rome thing like it was now and didn't tell him that he was sure that he wasn't the dissolved country and that he had seen the poor guy die in front of him.
Even though he wasn't Holy Rome at all, most of us still felt like he had dissapeared or left for a second time when Germany went missing about a year or two after Italy's dead body was discovered
It started to look like that the disapearance of Germany and the countries that followed after him weren't that much of a suprise to most of the nations. The only thing memorable that other could tell me was, that Germany dissapeared on the same day that Italy was discovered. It was June 6th.
Why the killer picked the same day for his dissapearance and Italy's discovery is unknown to us, like many other things involving the unfortune dimise of these nations.
Theories say that the killer would have picked that day because of the fact that Germany goes to his grave every year.
He would have been an easy target if the right time was picked for it. Germany was there alone that day so the killer could have done what he wanted. Evidence for this theory are the flowers on the grave that were very fresh when others found them. They believed that he had laid them there.
Though it is very likely that it was him, who laid the flowers on the grave of Italy Veniciano. We don't have sollid prove to say that it had been him and we had no eye witnesses. The only think we are sure of is that Ludwig Beilschmidt or more known as the representation of Germany was abducted when he was not inside his house.
The prove that he was outside is there since the front door had been locked and very light and such was out. Indicating that the nation had intended to leave his house but nothing looked like he chose to stay away longer than like an hour.
Things like his wallet and his mobile phone where still inside the house. If he would have 'ran away ' like some speculate he would have taken his phone with him, just for the fact that his brother was extremly worried that he would get kidnapped as well. For that reason he always carried his phone with him when he went outside longer than ten to twenty minutes.
A piece of evedence a lot of theorist look over and it is sad to see that they that say that Germany just ran away and commited suicide in the forest. Which is highly unlikely since Germany was stable enough to make clear decisions, even after Italy's death he tried to run his country and help others.
Something that most lovers were unable to do after their love died. Some even lost their mental stability in the progress. Switzerland and England are the perfect examples for it.
I use these because I allready talked about them and if you can remember what I told about them before. You can clearly see that they lost the stable state they had before.
Though the first is still in a coma. I think it was never the killers intention to ge Switzerland into the hospital and the mean reason that he is still in a coma and not dead is speculated that the fact that he is in a hospital with to many people who could walk on him killing the nation. Also the fact that kidnapping him to kill him somewhere else would not be possible because the machines that where linked to the man would go of and than they would be able to find him soon.
It is mere speculation since we have no real prove of it, but if you look at it. It makes the most sence of all the weird ideas people seem to come up with.
But as much as we speculated , it didn't bring the nation back. And that speculation was somewhat brought to an end when after three years of long waiting they were finally able to find the body of the missing German
It was close to was was kept as the remembrance of the Berlin Wall. It almost looked like his body had been laying there for decades since it looked like a scene from during the war.
He was shot in the head ones and several times in the chest. It looked like they had excited him for something the reason yet unknown.
It really was like this was a kind of war were only the good side was harmed for an unknown reason and by and by am unknown enemy that hides in the night.
The only soldier who would be able to tell is in a never ending slumber or maybe the soldier wakes up and saves the others.
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